Love and its many variations

Parallax [Chanbaek drabbles]
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Summary/Warnings: Chanyeol confesses his love to his best friend, who doesn't know how to accept his feelings (Homophobia, do not read if uncomfortable)

 

“I like you.”
 

“Huh?” Baekhyun stared at Chanyeol as if he had grown a second head, mouth opening and closing like a floundering fish on land. “You… like me?” he asked, voice small and confused.

 

“Yep,” Chanyeol replied with a breathy laugh. “You didn’t hear me wrongly. I like you. Or rather, I’m in love with you.”

 

“Um,” Baekhyun swallowed nervously, taking a small step backwards. “That is… We’re both guys, Chanyeol.”

 

Chanyeol smile faltered a little but he leaned in towards Baekhyun’s flustered face. “Yeah, so?”

 

Baekhyun took in a deep breath and stared at Chanyeol apologetically. “I like girls, Chanyeol.”

 

Chanyeol scoffed and placed both of his hands on Baekhyun’s shoulders. “I like girls too. But I like you as well.”

 

“So you’re bi?” Baekhyun said shakily, eyes flickering downwards in an attempt to hide from Chanyeol’s intense stare.

 

“I don’t like these labels,” Chanyeol sighed loudly, brows knitting together. “They are limiting. Has it ever occurred to you that it isn’t necessary to compartmentalize people into boxes? That not everyone of us can fit neatly into categories? I don’t know what I am, Baekhyun. All I understand is love. And love to me, has no labels and boundaries. Love is love, and I love you, Byun Baekhyun.”

 

“You like girls, but you also claim to like me, so if you’re not bi, then what?” Baekhyun replied loudly, running a hand through his hair in exasperation.

 

“I used to identify with being straight, but then I met you, who gave me one hell of an identity crisis,” Chanyeol chuckled. “I realized that I was in love with you, and I thought to myself: oh well, then I guess that means I’m bi… right? I’m in love with a guy, after all. However, no matter how I tried to rationalize it, I came to the conclusion that these labels didn’t matter at all. That ual orientation is not always congruent with romantic orientation. Love is love, regardless of these inconsequential labels. I am most certainly very in love with you,” Chanyeol said seriously, his eyes shining with a fervent intensity. “And so I want to ask if you would be willing to give this a try? To give us a try?” Chanyeol looked at Baekhyun with a small, hopeful smile on his face, and Baekhyun felt his breath catch in his throat.

 

“Chanyeol,” Baekhyun began gravely. “You must be confused. You must be confusing our friendship for love. You said that you are attracted to females and so it is impossible for you to be in love with me, a male,” he said slowly, as if he was trying to explain a particularly difficult con

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watercolor_clouds
#1
Chapter 10: i forgot how good your writing was omg
ctskyn276 #2
Chapter 10: This.. This is.. It's so.. I'm speechless...

Btw.. Thanks for updating. It's been a while since the last time you've updated. I miss your drabbles so much. Thank you.
naty_kkaebsong
#3
Chapter 9: OMG I didn't realise I haven't read your drabbles yet 'o'
But let me just say how much I love these! Every one of these is so unique and heart touching. In different ways. Like the wolf one, omg I totally didn't expect that outcome, I thought Chanyeol might be the hunter since they started talking about it, but I wouldn't have thought Baekhyun would know it! That's a great twist in the story.
And while some are angsty, the others are just so sweet, like soulmates meeting again :')
Your writing is just so beautiful. Like the way you form sentences is so colourful and so heartfelt. So mesmerizing. Oh gosh this part that went something like this "You may be my mirror, but I'm yours as well. And therefore you hate me too. You hate me as much as you love me." wow that was just incredible! I'm just left speechless... I don't know what to say, but it definitely left a deep impression on me. Thank you sweet jiji for these wonderful drabbles, I loved them ❤❤❤
cjy614 #4
Chapter 2: SOULMATES (whether it's an au or not) ARE MY FAV THING ASHSHDDH this is so poetic and well written I'm in lovem
cjy614 #5
Chapter 1: Short but very very cute my heart is warm
hallyu_chan
#6
Chapter 9: Oh my
Is this some sort of poetic literature? cos I felt like I read something smooth and fluid in one go and in one breath
*applauds* I liked it
kashycat #7
Chapter 9: Okay this is definitely my new favourite one
kashycat #8
Chapter 8: Wow you always seem to break my heart with these drabbles xD

But gosh I really liked this - I'm not sure yet, but it might be my favourite, till now
hsadiaexo12
#9
Chapter 5: I didn't expect this o.o