I tried to forget you

I tried to slice myself up

I tried to hurt myself by watching you with your new

But it turns out that i was just trying

It turns out I was still into you

It turns out that I can never be happy with someone else other than you

It turns out that you are still my world

You made me realized what is true love and survival

This has been me when I was all over you, maybe 2 years ago?

Maybe I’ve been drown to you like the other girls you’ve been had.

Maybe I belong to those girls you’ve ended up broken hearted

But then again, I guess you really made me realized what is true love.

You made me realized that the love I wasted for you is not true love, it is just fake love.

And now I thanked you for leaving me, for hurting me

And thank you for leading me to the real true love I’ve been wishing for,

And that is meeting my one and only life, who is now lying in my lap for an hour as I’m thinking what I’ve been through.

“ Momoring?” the girl on my lap asked cutely. Oh how I like to pinch her cheeks.

Thank you for everything Black Swan, without you I would not be able to meet my destiny, my squirrel.