Jennie sat down on a bench as she stared blankly into space. Her heart was aching whenever she had to lie to people because she really needed their help but she isn't a selfish person. She will never be a burden to anyone, no matter how much she wishes for them to help her through. She blinked as her tears fell down her face and Jennie felt her heart crack at every tear rolling down her eyes. It was so hard for her but no one knew. Those days back in New Zealand was hell, a total torture and a disgusting past. Jung Jaewon. A name she will never forget this lifetime.

Her family had thought she was living her best life over in New Zealand all these while but truth is, Jennie wasn't. She had edited pictures of her smiling and her clothes and printed them out onto letters or cards to be sent back to her family so they wouldn't worry about her. She can't let them know what kind of situation she really was in, her mom would be torn apart and her dad....... His heart was never working that good and the last thing she wanted was anyone to be hurt over her. She doesn't deserve to hurt anyone, she isn't fit to. After being with him, she has no rights for anything. But it wasn't like this the whole way. She was truly happy when she first arrived in New Zealand. Before she met him, she was still having a genuine smile planted on her face. Till she crossed paths with him, Jung Jaewon. He loved her, he loved her alot and Jennie knew. But Love wasn't just about the adoring moments or the lovely times. They had to be honest with each other for the relationship to work and Jaewon had that thrown against him when Jennie finally realise what kind of life he was leading. A mafia member. And her life was thrown upside down into a rut the minute she realised the fact. Worrying for Jaewon every minute of her life, thinking about his safety every second and waiting for him to be back every night has slowly became a habit in her life as she pined for him to be finally home everyday. But her worries came true one day when Jaewon started coming home drunk and smelling of..... Women. Jennie still took him back and cleaned him up quietly without asking any questions but that didn't end there for her. He changed alot, getting sensitive over things that he never ever question her about before and landing punches onto her everytime he drank. Jennie wanted to leave but his cries for her will always wind her back to his side. Even when she knew she was being foolish, she can't deny she love him alot. Being