I could just watch from behind while you and her walk hand in hand in front of me. No amount of pain can be compared as what i'm feeling now. I snap back to reality when i saw you smile, i wish that smile was for me but that the only thing i can do. wishing, hoping it'll come true when i know reality won't fufill my wish.

"chaejin-ah, i'm taking hyuna to get something to eat. wanna come?" you asked me if i wanted to come with you and of course my answer would be yes but she's coming along. "no thanks seyong hyung, theres alot of......homework to be.....done." i gave an excuse

"Told you he wouldn't want to come. lets go." hyuna said and pulled seyong hyjng away. i turned around and began walking but suddenly my asthma stopped my lungs from breathing in air. i searched for my inhaler in my pocket. my finger cluctched my inhaler. i quickly took it out and inhaled. after inhaling it i could breathe again. the doctor said my asthma was critical.

i continue walking home remembering time before seyong hyung met hyuna. it was just seyong and me playing and laughing. but now i'm thrown away. i really miss my old hyung, alot. But who am i to tell that to him. i reached home and walked back to my room. i sat on my bed and tears escaped. i really regret not telling him that i love him. i really miss my old hyung alot. .