“Mmm…” Yuri stretched her arms in bed when the prism of light passed through the windows and the curtains were slightly opened, a gateway for the light. The bustling noise of Seoul was responsible too for disturbing the peaceful sleep of hers.

Her eyes were slightly opened, still with blurry vision, she saw a figure sitting in front of her, with its arm folded. She squinted her eyes to get a clearer view, but as soon as she figured out who it was…

“Ahhh!” Yuri was flabbergasted that she fell off from the bed.

Her girlfriend. Her girlfriend who has her arms folded, a frown, the scariest glare. I don’t think any glare could’ve beat hers.

“Yah! Kwon Seobang! Finally awake huh?!” she reprimanded her, her voice rang in Yuri’s mind.

“God.. Can’t she just give me a minute to seriously regain full conscious?” –Yuri

“Hmm.. yeah. Morning Sica,” Yuri sat up and leaned on the best post, rubbing her eyes and yawned tiredly.

“That’s what you have got to say after what you did last night?” Jessica rolled her eyes and stood up, a little disappointed by the fact that her Seobang’s very inattentive at that point of time.

“W-what happened last night?” Yuri tilted her head in confusion. The first thing she thought of was, . But nah, she didn’t recall having such a wild night… She would have easily remembered if it was . Jessica glared at her in disbelief.

“Oh! Last night..” She had the cheek to giggle and smile while her girlfriend was fanning herself to keep calm.

“Whatever Yul, just go get showered okay. We’ve got to discuss on where to go during the weekends okay?” Jessica smiled in disappointment and went to help Seohyun with breakfast.

“Crap, I promised Sulli. I guess I have to let Sica know that we have to postpone it.” –Yuri

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“She loves me.. She loves me.. Not?! She loves me!!!!! She loves me not?!! She lov..”

“Yah Kim Taeyeon. What’re you doing smiling, frowning and mumbling to yourself with the origami flower?” Tiffany just got out of the bathroom, drying her wet hair with her hands.

“Ani, aniya.. Get dressed! Pali! You’re only in your towel!” Tae threw the origami to one side and had her hands under her , ignoring the warmth under it, rocking her body back and forth at the same time. Her cheeks were flooded with different tones of red, embarrassed at the wet, y and morning husky voice from Tiffany.

The whole time when Tiffany was and dressing up, Taeyeon had her hands pressed under he thighs by her weight and eyes tightly shut. She wouldn’t dare to take a peek, afraid that her raging hormones would just Fany that instant.

“I’m done!” Tiffany chuckled, her eyes turned to crescents as soon she saw Taeyeon flustered.

Taeyeon took a quick peek and stood up, brushing off dirt from her dukong sweatshirt and held hands with her girlfriend, smiling back at her as if nothing happened, just to avoid the embarrassment.

“Ara, let’s go. The others are waiting for us…..”

“HURRY UP YOU TWO! NO IN THE MORNING!” Jessica high pitch voice rang in their ears from the dining room.  

“YAH! We were not!” Taeyeon shouted back with annoyance in her tone.

Tiffany couldn’t help but to stifle her laugh and skipped to the dining table without her Taetae.

“Pani-ah! Wait for me~”

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“Morning guys,” Tiffany greeted and took the hotdog with her hands.

“Aye! Did you even wash your hands?!” Yuri said and glared at her.

“Mian mian mian!” Tiffany pouted and was about to put it back when the petite girl stopped her. She took the hotdog from her and fed her lovingly and patted her head, reassuring her that everything was alright and cool.

Yuri couldn’t help but smile at the loving couple and was hoping she could do the same with Jessica, but she figured Jessica wouldn’t like it. She sigh in disappointment and ate the rock-like bacon, as usual, her girlfriend’s cooking.

“So… Unnies, what’s the plan for the weekends? We planned to go on a.. ehem.. triple date,” Seohyun felt awkward and uncomfortable saying the word ‘date’ eventhough she been through it so many times.

The people at the table couldn’t help but laugh at the maknae who looks helplessly cute when she’s uncomfortable doing or saying something. But who couldn’t forget about the triple date that everyone was dying to go together with their best buddies? Each and everyone of them couldn’t wait for that day to come, spending the night with their love ones is a rare opportunity to do so since the girlfriends were busy with their music career and the ‘boyfriends’ were busy working at the café or the autoshop. All of them took off on the weekends just to spend time with one another and taking the deserving break that they need.

While everyone was buzzing with excitement about the weekend, only Yuri was quiet, she was drowned in her own thoughts, wishing she could literally kill herself for having a clash on their outing and helping Sulli out finding her lost sister somewhere hopefully in Seoul.

But strangely in her mind, the majority of her brain cells told her to ditch Sulli and go for the outing, because it’s her some sort family outing with her love ones while in her heart, the majority of her blood vessels told her to help Sulli out, because it was the right thing to do.

Wait no, it’s not the right thing to do.

It’s because she felt like she has to help her.

There’s something about Sulli that Yuri feel that there’s a need to help her out.

Like all the famous proverbs or saying goes,

Always follow your heart to where it leads you.

And she’s going to do just that.

“Er, I am not going,” Yuri’s voice was hoarse as she said it without thinking.

Everyone at the table had their eyes widen in shock and disbelief. Yuri? The most playful one after Yoona? Says she’s not going… Unbelievable, some thought. It’s like almost not her to turn down such outing.

“…Wae?” Jessica slowly turned her head to the Yuri’s direction, looking straight in her eyes.

“I’ve got something on and I need to attend to it. I’m sorry guys,” Yuri said with guilty running through her veins as she fiddled with the ends of the tissue paper.

“You’re turning down on us for something else? Really, Yul? Is it really that important?” Taeyeon said, feeling her anger boiling up slowly, gripping the metal fork tightly.

“I don’t know.”

“Seriously, Yul? You don’t even know what’s important for you,” Jessica stood up abruptly, tears forming at the corner of her eyes as she walk back to their room, slamming the door shut.  

Jessica was upset and mad. Upset because her girlfriend came back late last night and even forget what she did wrong. Upset and tired. Tired of giving in sometimes just for the sake of her girlfriend’s happiness. Tired because she planned everything whole-heartedly so that she could spend time with her and also for the sake of her happiness. But Yuri just don’t seem to appreciate what she had gone through for her. Booking at a classy restaurant, going through recipes after recipes and practicing to bake a cake, a Mickey mouse cake, on top of that.

“What’s going on now?” Jessica thought to herself while tears starts streaming down her face.

“Am I being too sensitive?” Jessica thought.

“Nice going, Yul,” Tiffany said, her eyebrows furrowed.

Nobody said anything after that small incident, Yuri felt extremely guilty and was hesitant to enter the room, but picked up enough courage to do so. When she was about to go to her room, a hand was placed on her right side of her shoulder.

“Remember, 20 seconds of courage, don’t forget that,” Taeyeon reminded her, giving a slight smile before she sends Yuri off to see her girlfriend.

Yuri nodded her hand, grateful to have a friend like Taeyeon. What would she do without Taeyeon, who have always been there for her, even at the most miniscule thing.

At the front of their bedroom door, Yuri heaved a sigh and took a deep breath.

“Yuri-ah, you can do it. Let’s do this,” she said to herself. She knocked the door and suddenly the door knob weigh a ton because of her fear seeing her girlfriend in a rage

or fit.

“S-sica-yah… I’m sorry, I know I should put all of you first but I really have to attend to something,” Yuri stepped forward and pull her into a hug.

Jessica didn’t reply to what she said, both of them remained like that, frozen, eyes closed. They remained like that for more than 10 minutes until Jessica lets go of the embrace.

“But the problem is, you don’t even know the ‘thing’ you’re attending to is important or not, yet you’re going?”

Yuri remained silent, looking at her feet with her hands in her pocket.

“What is this ‘thing’ you’re attending to even about?” Jessica continued.

“Something, I’ll tell you when it’s the right time to okay? I promise. I love you, you know that right? I have nothing to lie to you about, but it’s a good deed. Jeez, you’re making it sound as if I’m about to do something totally wrong,” Yuri joked, wiping Sica’s tears away.

Jessica shrugged and fold her arms, unsure if she should agree to it. But looking at Yuri deeply into her eyes, Yuri wouldn’t do anything bad, right? Jessica unwillingly nodded her head.

“Araso,” Jessica said coldly.

“Heyyyy, don’t be so mean. I’m loyal! Really. I promise I’ll tell you soon enough,” Yuri kissed her girlfriend’s temple and smiled.

The reason why Yuri didn’t want to tell her yet is because if she were to tell, she think that Jessica wouldn’t understand how she feel. Because Yuri herself didn’t understand either why she have the need to help Sulli out.

“Okay, but you owe me big time Kwon Seobang.”

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FINALLY AN UPDATE! Phew~

Hello my readers. I deeply and sincerely apologize for my almost 2 months hiatus because I was away for tests and exams. I didn't have time to post and let you all my valuable readers know about it. And unfortunately my national exams are round the corner and the last paper of the national exams would be on the October 4th. 

Therefore i'm announcing my official hiatus now until the October 4th 2012.

I sincerely apologize, -bow till head sticks into the ground-

Love,

ETF