dear jeno: 

I have an eventful history with you. 

We dated for a while. 

Then we broke up. 

Couldn't we have just stopped there? 

Why did you have to tell Irene you still liked me?

Why did you tell me you still liked me?

I wanted to just move on and forget about it. 

You were my first boyfriend and me falling for you wasn't supposed to happen. 

It was easy to avoid you before since we didn't have classes together. 

Now, it's a new school year and you're in all my classes. 

I can't ignore your stares from across the class room. 

I was sure we were done when I broke up with you last year. 

I was sure we were done when you told all your friends how tiring our relationship was and you were glad we were over. 

But now I'm not so sure. 

I thought I had no more feelings for you. 

But why do I have a heavy feeling when I see you walking around and when we pass each other it's like I'm not there. 

Why did you have to comeback and confuse me? 

I know you never forget your first crushes but am I remembering too much? 

Why are you suddenly treating me so nicely?

Like you did when we first started dating. 

Did you forget how much you hated me? 

Did you forget those times when you sided with your friends when they bullied me and made me feel uncomfortable? 

I want to be at peace and have a normal school ye