I was busy chatting with Anemone but suddenly she had a call from her mom so she excused herself and talked to her mom.

The boys are at the backyard and having drinks. I closed my eyes for a while and massaged my neck.

"Are you okay (Y/N)?" a famillar voice asked me,

"Oh?, Jin Oppa" I sat back straight and smiled at him, "Yes, I'm fine I'm just massaging my neck"

"I thought you're sleepy already" Jin Oppa said, and sat beside me on the couch, "So did you like the food?" he continued.

"Well, as usual, Oppa serves us the best food!" I said and laughed

"Are you even serious?" He said looking at me intently and smiling.

"Well yeah and you know that too Oppa"I said and smiled. I stopped smiling and looked at him with creased brows

"What?" I asked

"Wow, you're really beautiful (Y/N)" he seriously said and tucked the strands of my hair on my right ear.

"Oppa, I thought we talked about this already?" I said looking at the backyard

"Of course, we did" He said looking at me carefully

I sighed and looked at him puzzled "Then, what's this?, why are you doing this again?"

He looked at me and closed his eyes. I just stared at him and remebered the night we first talked.

5 YEARS AGO

I was laughing with my co-trainees then suddenly Jin Oppa went to me "Hey, (Y/N), here's a bottle of water, it's an extra though."

"Waaah! Thank You so much Oppa! I'm so thirsty already" I said and got the water

Jimin and I started SECRETLY dating weeks ago and I feel so happy with him. I think I'm really in love with that guy. I looked at Jin Oppa and he was staring at me carefully.

"Yes Oppa?, you need something?" I asked

"Uh, I. uhm, can I have a minute with you later? after practice?" he said in a soft voice

I was shocked but I didn't  let Oppa know. I smiled, "Okay oppa, where do you want to talk?"

I am so nervous while holding the door on the roof top. I inhaled and went outside

"I am sorry I was a bit late Oppa" I said unsurely smiling

"No, it's fine, I just got here though" He said facing me and smiled

"So. . ." I said

He inhaled and exhaled, he looked at the lights from the building and looked up the sky

"(Y/N) I don't know but I just have to tell you this" he said and looked at me sharply that made me uncomfortable

"I. . . Oppa?" I laughed "What is it? Is this a prank?" 

"I like you (Y/N)" he said and closed his eyes

I was shocked. Jin Oppa? likes? . . . Gosh I can't even say it even in my mind. I mean he is my ideal guy but Damn. I'm in love with Jimin. There I said it.

I snickered, "Oppa? you what?"

"I li. . "

"No, don't" I stopped him I have a crush on Oppa but I love Jimin. Ugh. This is so frustrating. I mean why do I even have this kind of dilemma right now? i never thought this day will come. I looked at Oppa and he was already looking at me. Should I tell him that I'm dating Jimin?

"Oppa, I'm sorry." 

"No don't be. It's how I feel I'm just telling you this cause I can't take it anymore. I mean I feel like my heart is gonna burst everytime I see you and I should tell you this" he sighed "Did it sound weird to you?" he asked shyly

Wow I've never seen Oppa this shy. "No!, Of course not. It's just that, I cannot tell you I feel the same way Oppa." I said softly and looked at him

He was taken aback "(y/n), Uhm, do you like someone else?" he said smiling softly while loooking at me.

"Yes Oppa, I am dating Jimin" I said and smiled "I hope we can still continue to be friends Oppa" I was hesitant but still smiling

He inhaled and smile "Well, Jimin-ssi is fast" he said and did an awkward laugh. "Sure, you can always count on me (Y/N), let's stay as friends" He lend his hand and when I accepted it he pulled and hugged me, that shocked me but I just hugged him back. 

"Thank You Oppa for liking me but I'm sure there's someone out there who deserves you better." I said and went back to our dorm

I woke up from my thought when Jin Oppa tapped my shoulder.

"Yup?" I said smiling

"Your phone is ringing" he said and got up and stared at my phone with a smirk

"Oh, okay. You're leaving?" I said

"Yes" he smiled and left

I grabbed my phone and answered it without looking at the caller ID

"Yes hello?" I said

"Baby, look here" he said sharply looking at me when Iooked his way

I am in deep sh*t now