C.5: not judging one another

Guide to Usernames for this Chapter:

@yiyu = Lee Kayoon

@jinnie = unknown

@jinnie: So I've determined you aren't Lee Shiyoon.

I swallow before messaging him back. Messaging him distracted me, but tonight Eunha's words stuck. I paused and waited for a while, should I just stop messaging him? It took me thirty minutes to decide before I ended up messaging him back.

@yiyu: You're not Jinwoo right?

@jinnie: Awe you're right. Jinwoo likes to rap not sing.

I nod to myself so that's why he was humming? I went back to doing homework for a bit before replying once more.

@yiyu: Ah really?

@jinnie: Are you alright, you don't seem like yourself? You usually reply right away and I know you'd tell me if you were busy.

I lightly laugh to myself. He doesn't even know me that well and he can already tell when I'm upset.

@yiyu: It's nothing

@jinnie: Come on you can tell me. I won't judge you. As long as you don't judge me!

I guess I could tell him? But I haven't even told Chunhwa or Hyojung about this?

@yiyu: It's just that I have no self-confidence

@jinnie: Why not? Is it like self-confidence in a certain thing or?

@yiyu: It's everything. There's this one girl who calls me a freak and I sometimes wonder if I am. Since she says so I must be right? Why else would she say that?

I sigh to myself, I must be freaking him out talking like this. If I hadn't scared him off yet I just did.

@jinnie: Just because someone says something doesn't mean it's true. I'm sure you're not a freak. You seem pretty normal to me. A normal huma