Emotions

Roomies

LISA’S POV:

 

“This is so amazingly idiotic that it makes me wonder how teachers get their qualifications,” Jennie rolled her eyes while scrolling through the Wikipedia page for the number ‘37’, her voice dripping with sarcasm. “I'm sure this is gonna be really useful in the long run, isn't it? Jennie Kim, expert on the astoundingly important number 37.”

 

“Honestly, this project isn't even a challenge, we could just go up there and spout nonsense.” I really didn't want to waste any time and effort on such pointlessness.

 

“I can't though, my brain just shuts down when I have to speak to a large group of people, I just stand there looking like an idiot.” Jennie frowned, looking annoyed, but it somehow made her look cuter than ever.

 

I simply couldn't resist myself. “What are you doing?” Jennie let out an incredulous cry as I grabbed her plump cheeks and squeezed them gently.

 

“Unnie, has anyone told you that you're the cutest human being on earth? Just go on stage and do some aegyo, everyone will be falling head over heels for you.” I continued patting her cheeks, ignoring her muffled protests.

 

“No, I'm not gonna make a fool out of myself.” Jennie pushed me away, all the while shaking her head. “You're such a kid.”

 

“Why do you actually care about what happens when you speak? Just speak confidently, the rest will come.”

 

“I always mess up, and it's so embarrassing. ..I'm tired of being a laughing stock during presentations,” Jennie sighed in exasperation. “There are those times I wish I wasn't shy and could speak without problems.”

 

“Unnie, think of it this way. Have you actually cared about the people who laughed at you?”

 

“Never.”

 

“Then why should you care about their judgements and snide remarks? People who mock others trying their best are simply immature and not worth befriending. Will what they think of you affect you in any way? No.” I smiled triumphantly as Jennie remained deep in thought.

 

“Going all philosophical on me...it's appalling how I'm the unnie and I'm the one who's so dependent on you,” Jennie got to her feet and threw her arms around me tightly. “Ok, I know what to do now, thanks Lisa.”





 

Does she really know what to do? I felt apologetic for that being the first thought flashing through my head as Jennie took a deep breath before stepping up in front of the class shakily. We had decided that she would go first, for she didn't want to have any pressure from having to follow up from as brilliant a speaker as I was. (No, be humble, Lisa)

 

Jennie’s legs were wobbling slightly, her body evidently tensed up, her hands awkwardly hanging about her sides before she started fiddling with her nails. “You may start whenever you're ready,” Professor Im announced with a satisfied smirk on his face.

 

I winced as Jennie’s voice cracked in the very first line and she began clearing anxiously. Observing some boys already sniggering, I felt anger surge through my body, those s couldn't and would never understand Jennie and her struggles.

 

Jennie continued on in a small voice, following which the class didn't even pretend to offer her their respect, chattering and gossiping away incessantly. She managed to complete her part with considerable difficulty and the class chimed in with a thunderous round of applause, obviously with mocking intentions. I didn't often get angry, but my blood was boiling and rage coursed through my body more freely than ever before. It took considerable self-control to stop myself from screaming bloody murder at them.

 

“Jennie, I'm sure you put effort into the project, but it's a pity I could barely hear you, you need to project your voice more.” Professor Im clucked his tongue in disapproval.

 

“WHY IS IT HER FAULT NOW?” An enraged cry shattered the absolute silence filling the classroom. I momentarily failed to realise that it had come from none other than myself, riding a wave of intense emotion the likes of which I had never experienced before. “IF OUR DEAR CLASSMATES HAD SHOWN HER THE DUE RESPECT AND KEPT THEIR MOUTHS SHUT, I’M SURE YOU COULD HAVE HEARD HER!”

 

Jennie grasped my arm and shook it roughly, probably a signal for me to stop, but I didn't care. “JENNIE’S UP HERE TRYING HER BEST BUT ALL YOU GUYS DO IS LAUGH AT HER AND MOCK HER! SHE'S SHY, AND YOU’RE ONLY MAKING MATTERS WORSE!”

 

I grabbed Jennie’s hand and led her out of the classroom. “You idiots don't deserve Jennie, she's out of your league.” A final parting shot left my mouth, I was simply following impulse at this point.

 

“What have you done, Lisa?” Jennie exclaimed in concern as I dragged her away from that toxic classroom in a huff.

 

“I've been considerate enough to let idiots know straight up that they're idiots, surely that's commendable behaviour right there.”

 

“Calm down, I've never seen you get this mad before,” Jennie patted my back comfortingly as I took deep breaths and tried to cool off.

 

“I don't remember ever getting this mad before...our world is unfortunately populated with many such bastards.” I shook my head and heaved a deep sigh.

 

“They're not gonna like you anymore.”

 

“Do I look like I care? They can get out of my life, I only need you.” It felt as if I had never been more certain of an answer in my life.

 

We remained silent for a while while I slowly regained my composure. With the peace suddenly disrupted by soft sniffling noises, I glanced to my right only to see Jennie profusely wiping tears from her eyes. “Why are you crying?” I asked in a gentle voice.

 

“I tried not to...but...Lisa, thank you, thank you from the bottom of my heart. For my entire life it has felt like the world's been against me, everyone thinks I'm a joke and I'm used to it, but you're the only person who has ever stood up for me. I'm sorry for being such a burdensome friend, you really don't deserve this.” Jennie’s emotional speech brought tears to my eyes as well, she really didn't deserve to be treated the way she was. In the midst of a competitive, elitist education system, though, she was probably an obvious target for bullying.

 

“Don't say that again, you're not a burden and never will be, I’ll always have you and you'll always have me.”

 

 

 

PS: Wasn't the White Night Vlive super precious? JenLisa was cute and showy af as usual and we got so much ChaeSoo too! (kinda wish chaesoo were more touchy tho LOL)
 

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Astraea21 #1
Chapter 8: More chaesoo. Pleaseee. Hehehehe
LiMario_8 #2
Chapter 8: Yea Jenlisa is more close than Chaesoo :(
LiMario_8 #3
Chapter 7: May Chaesoo be together ?
bpiya_
#4
Chapter 8: Nooo jennie i feel u my voice also cracked a lot too back when i was as shy as u :( cheer up jennie! Cheer up jennie! *out of place reference*

Yas lisa stand up for ur girl aaaaa it makes me so kilig (translation: giddy? Squealy? Those tingles when a moment happens between ur otp? Those butterflies when crush notices u?) When someone stands up for someone they love fiercely and loses control out of de luv of deir hart <333 cant wait for next update! Update soon author but dun pressure urself! Stay healthy stay happy so yOUR STORIES REMAIN ON TOP QUALITY ITS UR JOB nah jk remember never to pressure urself for readers its ur story its free its not ur jobbb jus saying cause many authors do this

Torry for being so talkative in the comments section, I've infested it :c idk why my talkative-ness got triggered i dont usually do this in comments lol i mean i AM a long commentor but usually not like this lol and not a spammer, usually jus on every latest update i reach. sorri~ hopefully i wasnt irritating :c
bpiya_
#5
Chapter 7: AWWH GRANT HER WISH and lmao im so superstitious when it comes to wishes u dont even know. Also jisoo reminds me of the most popular kid in school, because he's the most rebellious and does it in a funny way lmao. Still not as rebellious and funny as jisoo, tho
bpiya_
#6
Chapter 6: LMFAO lisaaaaa lmao
I remember cheating on a test (im not proud oki that was long ago I HAVE CHANGED and besides i got sick and didnt get chance to study and my mom wud kill mi) and someone told on me and i was surprised cause no one rlly cares in our batch and even laughs when someone does that and says "go go! Fighting!" Jokingly (i now realize my whole batch is just one big, bad, but fun influence lmfao. But they're nice and doesnt tolerate actual mean things everyone is laid back) and then the traitor outed everything cause i found out it was the person sitting beside me. In the end i acted and lied my way the whole way, and my acting definitely got me through probs cause i was in drama club for many years ever since 7 yrs old, and made a diff story for every single detail (ex. The notes were my messagws between me and a frend) and presented convincing evidence, with multiple handwritings, and the notes i ripped from the notebook i replaced and copied everything, even the teacher's signature, and got away with it, our advisor going as far as assuming the one who outed me probably just saw me vaguely and had a misconception. In the end my mom still knows me as a goodie two shoes student... yay. Should i be proud? No, i should not be.

There me goes ranting again. Lmao. Also im excited for jennie to socialize cause i can fukin relate and its just generally amazing to see someone and watch someone develop socially. I also used to be so awkward and sound forced, but now i practically talk with everyone on a daily basis (but not yet on the level of those ppl that are frends wit evryone, its just ppl arent like scared to approach me now and vice versa lol) because of my friends which i tELL YOU ARE BAD INFLUENCES AND ARE WAY TOO NOISY AND BELTS OUT KPOP SONGS IN CLASS AT THE TOP OF THEIR LUNGS AND LAUGHS LOUDLY LIKE A DYING WHALE AGHHH MY CONDUCT GRADE IS GOING DOWN UHHHTTVUGH

this turned into a rant again and im spamming the comment section goodbye everyone feel free to gossip about that weirdo who talks to herself in comment sections (its a bad habit lmao) and in the process informs everyone about her life story
bpiya_
#7
Chapter 5: My god, this made me wanna tear up on rose's train of thought, because if I follow my mom's dreams for me, and not my dreams for me, i would be in the exact same predicament. Except i dont plan to and my mom may be proud of being hugely ambitious and being a huge risk taker (which she is, but hugely NOT ambitious and doesnt want me to take risks), but she doesnt know that i have a million times her ambition and hugeness of risk taking. She literally has no idea. But what she doesnt know for now wont hurt her. I'll wait until I get my dreams first. ;) she wont even know like "I have now achieved my dream which u never endingly warn me not to take cause of 0.1% chance of success. Ha bish. Ppoong ppoong bish." And i literally just ranted about myself in this comment lmao woops. *jisoo voice* sorri.

And lmao i can relate to jisoo in bike scene, except it was in a village and i interrupted the way of a car when one was passing by and it was a friend's bike and I broke it and she took the blame when her mom got angry im sORRY but in the end i learned how. DONT WORRY CHICHOO! YOU'LL LEARN! U CAN TREAT URSELF WIT CHIKIN AFTERWARDS!
bpiya_
#8
Chapter 4: Wtf i would fking kill this teacher bish DO U WANT MI TO CUT OFF UR HED WIT A CHIKIN LEG?
bpiya_
#9
Chapter 3: LMFAO ONCE YOU CHIKIN YOU CANT CHIKOUT WTF LMFAOOOO AHGFFGZ