Aaaaand another one,as i promised.Dear god,this must be the first time i kept a promise made here :))
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          For the rest of the night we did nothing else but talk and drink.The invisible wall between the guys and us fall apart and we were really having a great time.

          Several times i found myself staring at Jun ,then at Nino.Something was going on and i couldn't put my finger on it.

          At some point,Aiba asked me to dance.While we were dancing on a slow song,Aiba turned all serious.

          He leaned closer to my ear so i could hear him trough the club noise.

          "You know he's totally free,right?"He said and i could feel him smiling while he said that.

          I pulled my head back and i looked at him shocked.Of course i knew who he was talking about.But i couldn't believe that Aiba noticed what was going on with me there.He was kinda famos for failing at reading atmosphere.And i just couldn't admit to myself that i was constantly thinking about Jun.

          "You know who i'm talking about-he said pulling me back in his arms,closer,so he won't have to yell-i've noticed the way you're looking at him.We all did,and i think that even Mike noticed."

          "Oh God-i said,mentally slaping myself-am i that damn obvious?!Matsujun must noticed it as well.Great,i bet he thinks that i'm desperate or something."

          "No,i don't think so.I don't think he noticed,he's too drunk for that" Aiba smiled against my ear.

          He was smiling,but i was feeling awkward as hell.

          Before i knew,the song was over and Aiba pulled me by the hand back to the VIP room.I honestly didn't want to go back in after Aiba told me what he told me.But he didn't left me any choice.He didn't let go of my hand until we got in,like he knew i wanted to run away.Once we got in the room,i went straight to my place,not looking up at the boys.

          I spent the next 15 minutes drinkind 3 whole glasses of wine and not talking nore looking at anyone.And except Jun,who didn't seem to notice my mood(just as Aiba said),they were all kind enough to just let me be.

         Jun was pretty drunk by now and he was talking alot,most of the time with me.And i couldn't look at him at all.

         "Say,Anna san,are you tired?"he asked me suddenly.

         I looked at him and shook my head as an answer.

         "Then,let's dance!What do you say?"he said happily and got up in the same time.Before i had any chance to answer,he dragged me out of the room.

         "Oh,at least it's not a slow song" i thought to myself,somewhat relieved.But when we got to the dance floor,lucky me,a slow song started.

         "Oh!-he exclamed surprised and he stood still,not knowing what to do,looking at me in search of a hint-should we go back,or should we stay?" he finally asked me.

         "Ok,i might regret this later,but what the hell?He's "free",right?And the song is perfect.And i'm too dizzy to care.Let's see how it'll turn out" i thought,smiling at him.

         "We're not going anywere,i love this song!" i said,but he didn't moved."Oi,are you gonna stand there all night?Shall i find myself another guy to dance with?" i raised my voice acting mad.

         He laughed loudly,grabed me by the waist and pulled me closer to him.I put my hands around his neck and rested my chin on his shoulder.

         To be serious,i thanked the wine for the help.I was calmer than i would've been if i was sober.Or....i don't know if it was the wine or just him,but i felt like that was the place to be.At least in that very moment.And for a second,i was ready to let down my guard.But i think my brain still had more power than my heart and i snapped out of it fast.Thinking every move carefully,i was there just to play.

          In that very moment i decided i wanted him.Just for the game,just to prove myself that i can win over that difficult,complex and diva-like guy.Rumours said that he was a player and i wanted to show him that he can be played as well.

         We didn't said a word as long as the song lasted.But i couldn't help a smile when he slipped his hands into my back pockets and brought me closer."Good,maybe you think you're in control huh?" i thought with an evilish smile on my face.I started to play with his hair and pulled my head to look in his eyes.Staring at his lips,i felt him moving forward to kiss me.I smiled at the thought that things went this fast,but the song was suddenly over and he blinked fast like he was awakened from a trance.

         "Kuso,what the DJ?"i thought,grinding my teeth in frustration.

         Then he took my hands in his,looked down at them for a moment,then looked back up,smiled and we just went back to the VIP room.
         "Crap,who the hell is winning here?"i asked myself.I was so damn frustrated,but didn't know if it was just because of the fact that i couldn't make the next move,or because i really wanted to kiss him.For real i mean.I was confused and mad,because i realised i was the one confusing myself.

         More than that,after we got back,Jun acted like nothing happened.At some point i even started to question what i felt from him.Maybe i was wrong?But when am i wrong?And then Aiba winked at me,pointing to Jun with his eyes.I looked at him more carefully and then i noticed.Even if he was acting like nothing happened,talking and laughing with the others,his smile was different than before.

         Suddenly,Mike pinched my right arm.

         "Mike!!!!!!! What.........WHAT?"i looked at him suprised.

         "Jen,don't play!"he said with the most serious voice i ever heard from him.

         I should've seen it coming.He knew me inside out and i guess he noticed my hunter look.But i couldn't just admit what i was doing.

         "What?What do you mean?"i asked him,trying to look confused and unknowingly.

         "Don't act stupid girl!-he sounded more and more angry-you know very well what i mean!Don't start anything!Just don't!Not with him!"

        "I'm sorry?Please tell me i missinterpreted that!"

        Mike was thinking about someone else instead of me.Jun wasn't the first guy i would play with.That's just what i do.But never EVER before Mike didn't cared.

        "Why do you care about him?When did you start to think about the men i'm messing with?You never said anything before?What got into you now?It's nothing unusuall..."

        "Yeah,it's not,but now you have a project in front of you.WITH THEM!Arashi!He's an Arashi member.You cannot mess this up!!!Do you hear me?We left aside all of your work in LA for this project,i will not allow you to mess this up!" he started to raise his voice and i saw the danger of Jun hearing him,so i tried to tame him down.

        "Mike,do you thought for even a moment that i might actually like Jun for real?Maybe i'm not playing this time!"

        "No,don't.You know i know you better than this!" his eyes were getting darker "And besides,i think he's different than the guys back home.I'm sorry,but Matsumoto might actually be hurt after you're done.All the other guys are used to girls like you,but him........i don't know Jen,just think about him.There are so many other guys,leave him alone!"His tone was softer,i could feel that he really wanted to stop me.But it was to late for that.

        "Mike...it's useless,i've allready decided."i stated with confidence.

        "Jen,please!Think about it tomorrow,when you'll be sober."he pleaded."I'm going back to the hotel now,you should come with me.Call it a night,you're drunk enough."

        Mistake.

        "Excuse you?Are you actually telling me what i should do?Outside work?Seriously Mike?No....i'm staying!You go,i'll stay!"

        I realised i was yelling just when Ohno came over to ask what was wrong.Me and Mike were already near the door,and he was holding my coat,handing it to me,me refusing to take it.

        "Nothing's wrong-i told Ohno-Mike is just going back to the hotel ,but he's acting like he's my dad.I'm staying Mike!"i yelled at him again.

        I was acting childish.But i was mad.Why couldn't he believe that,for once,i liked a guy.Did i?I didn't even knew myself,how could he just presume i was only playing?And how come he cared more about Jun than about me?
        Talking about Jun,he also came to see what was going on.I looked at him walking towards us.A little clumsy,dizzy,he was adorable.And he was making me more and more confused.Did i liked him?Did i wanted to hurt him?

        "What's wrong?"Jun asked us worried.

        "Ughh,Mike's leaving.I don't want to go,because he was an and....i just wanna stay here!"i said looking Jun in the eyes.

        "FINE!"Mike suddenly yelled at me."Don't come ,stay here! up everything,like you always do!Whatever!I'm leaving.You've ignored me all night anyhow,you don't need me here!"

        "See?You ARE smart afterall!I DON'T NEED YOU!!!Just go already!GOD how i hate you!Everytime i'm having a good time,you have to ruin it!"i yelled back at him.

        While he was putting on his coat he turned to Jun and told him,loud enough so i could hear him as well "Good luck with her.Take care of her,she's all i have,but be careful"

        "Careful?"Jun asked confused,in a better english that i was expecting him to.It shocked me to find out he actually understood what Mike told him...i thought his english was worse than that.

        "Yeah-Mike replied,hoping Jun will get his point-she's drunk,she acts strange when she's drunk"

        Then he turned to me and wanted to kiss me on my forehead,but i pulled back " off!"

        "Jen,i love you"he said,like we usually said when we parted ways.I was already feeling bad for how i treated him.That made me feel even worse.But i couldn't show that.All i could do was yell at him again "JUST LEAVE!I hate you right now!LEAVE!!!"

        He looked at me with a sad smile,said his goodbyes to the guys and left.

        I looked after him and swallowed a few times to get rid of the lump in mu throat and the tears in my eyes.I was hyper emotional when i was drunk.And now i felt like .Mike was one of the people i've allways tried not to hurt.

        "I love you too" i replied inside my head,trying to hold back my tears.

        I stayied with Arashi until morning.They were free that day.I began to feel more and more closer to them,especially to Aiba,he was acting like an older brother and he seemed to read right through me,just like Mike,even though that was difficult even for my parents,let alone strangers.And i felt closer and closer to Jun as well.Nothing else happened,Mike managed to kill my hunting mood for the night,but we did enjoyed our time there.
        And i finally began to think that maybe i really didn't want to play...maybe i was actually liking him.............

For the rest of the night we did nothing else but talk and drink.The invisible wall between the guys and us fall apart and we were really having a great time.

Several times i found myself staring at Jun ,then at Nino.Something was going on and i couldn't put my finger on it.

At some point,Aiba asked me to dance.While we were dancing on a slow song,Aiba turned all serious.

He leaned closer to my ear so i could hear him trough the club noise.

"You know he's totally free,right?"He said and i could feel him smiling while he said that.

I pulled my head back and i looked at him shocked.Of course i knew who he was talking about.But i couldn't believe that Aiba noticed what was going on with me there.He was kinda famos for failing at reading atmosphere.And i just couldn't admit to myself that i was constantly thinking about Jun.

"You know who i'm talking about-he said pulling me back in his arms,closer,so he won't have to yell-i've noticed the way you're looking at him.We all did,and i think that even Mike noticed."

"Oh God-i said,mentally slaping myself-am i that damn obvious?!Matsujun must noticed it as well.Great,i bet he thinks that i'm desperate or something."

"No,i don't think so.I don't think he noticed,he's too drunk for that" Aiba smiled against my ear.

He was smiling,but i was feeling awkward as hell.

Before i knew,the song was over and Aiba pulled me by the hand back to the VIP room.I honestly didn't want to go back in after Aiba told me what he told me.But he didn't left me any choice.He didn't let go of my hand until we got in,like he knew i wanted to run away.Once we got in the room,i went straight to my place,not looking up at the boys.

I spent the next 15 minutes drinkind 3 whole glasses of wine and not talking nore looking at anyone.And except Jun,who didn't seem to notice my mood(just as Aiba said),they were all kind enough to just let me be.

Jun was pretty drunk by now and he was talking alot,most of the time with me.And i couldn't look at him at all.

"Say,Anna san,are you tired?"he asked me suddenly.

I looked at him and shook my head as an answer.

"Then,let's dance!What do you say?"he said happily and got up in the same time.Before i had any chance to answer,he dragged me out of the room.

"Oh,at least it's not a slow song"

i thought to myself,somewhat relieved.But when we got to the dance floor,lucky me,a slow song started.

"Oh!-he exclamed surprised and he stood still,not knowing what to do,looking at me in search of a hint-should we go back,or should we stay?" he finally asked me.

"Ok,i might regret this later,but what the hell?He's "free",right?And the song is perfect.And i'm too dizzy to care.Let's see how it'll turn out"

i thought,smiling at him.

"We're not going anywere,i love this song!" i said,but he didn't moved."Oi,are you gonna stand there all night?Shall i find myself another guy to dance with?" i raised my voice acting mad.

He laughed loudly,grabed me by the waist and pulled me closer to him.I put my hands around his neck and rested my chin on his shoulder.

To be serious,i thanked the wine for the help.I was calmer than i would've been if i was sober.Or....i don't know if it was the wine or just him,but i felt like that was the place to be.At least in that very moment.And for a second,i was ready to let down my guard.But i think my brain still had more power than my heart and i snapped out of it fast.Thinking every move carefully,i was there just to play.

In that very moment i decided i wanted him.Just for the game,just to prove myself that i can win over that difficult,complex and diva-like guy.Rumours said that he was a player and i wanted to show him that he can be played as well.

We didn't said a word as long as the song lasted.But i couldn't help a smile when he slipped his hands into my back pockets and brought me closer."Good,maybe you think you're in control huh?" i thought with an evilish smile on my face.I started to play with his hair and pulled my head to look in his eyes.Staring at his lips,i felt him moving forward to kiss me.I smiled at the thought that things went this fast,but the song was suddenly over and he blinked fast like he was awakened from a trance.

"Kuso,what the DJ?"i thought,grinding my teeth in frustration.

Then he took my hands in his,looked down at them for a moment,then looked back up,smiled and we just went back to the VIP room.
"Crap,who the hell is winning here?"i asked myself.I was so damn frustrated,but didn't know if it was just because of the fact that i couldn't make the next move,or because i really wanted to kiss him.For real i mean.I was confused and mad,because i realised i was the one confusing myself.

More than that,after we got back,Jun acted like nothing happened.At some point i even started to question what i felt from him.Maybe i was wrong?But when am i wrong?And then Aiba winked at me,pointing to Jun with his eyes.I looked at him more carefully and then i noticed.Even if he was acting like nothing happened,talking and laughing with the others,his smile was different than before.

Suddenly,Mike pinched my right arm.

"Mike!!!!!!! What.........WHAT?"i looked at him suprised.

"Jen,don't play!"he said with the most serious voice i ever heard from him.

I should've seen it coming.He knew me inside out and i guess he noticed my hunter look.But i couldn't just admit what i was doing.

"What?What do you mean?"i asked him,trying to look confused and unknowingly.

"Don't play stupid girl!-he sounded more and more angry-you know very well what i mean!Don't start anything!Just don't!Not with him!"

"I'm sorry?Please tell me i missinterpreted that!"

Mike was thinking about someone else instead of me.Jun wasn't the first guy i would play with.That's just what i do.But never EVER before Mike didn't cared.

"Why do you care about him?When did you start to think about the men i'm messing with?You never said anything before?What got into you now?It's nothing unusuall..."

"Yeah,it's not,but now you have a project in front of you.WITH THEM!Arashi!He's an Arashi member.You cannot mess this up!!!Do you hear me?We left aside all of your work in LA for this project,i will not allow you to mess this up!" he started to raise his voice and i saw the danger of Jun hearing him,so i tried to tame him down.

"Mike,do you thought for even a moment that i might actually like Jun for real?Maybe i'm not playing this time!"

"No,don't.You know i know you better than this!" his eyes were getting darker "And besides,i think he's different than the guys back home.I'm sorry,but Matsumoto might actually be hurt after you're done.All the other guys are used to girls like you,but him........i don't know Jen,just think about him.There are so many other guys,leave him alone!"His tone was softer,i could feel that he really wanted to stop me.But it was to late for that.

"Mike...it's useless,i've allready decided."i stated with confidence.

"Jen,please!Think about it tomorrow,when you'll be sober."he pleaded."I'm going back to the hotel now,you should come with me.Call it a night,you're drunk enuogh."

Mistake.

"Excuse you?Are you actually tell me what i should do?Outside work?Seriously Mike?No....i'm staying!You go,i'll stay!"

I realised i was yelling just when Ohno came over to ask what was wrong.Me and Mike were already near the door,and he was holding my coat,handing it to me,me refusing to take it.

"Nothing's wrong-i told Ohno-Mike is just going back to the hotel ,but he's acting like he's my dad.I'm staying Mike!"i yelled at him again.

I was acting childish.But i was mad.Why couldn't he believe that,for once,i liked a guy.Did i?I didn't even knew myself,how could he just presume i was only playing?And how come he cared more about Jun than about me?
Talking about Jun,he also came to see what was going on.I looked at him walking towards us.A little clumsy,dizzy,he was adorable.And he was making me more and more confused.Did i liked him?Did i wanted to hurt him?

"What's wrong?"Jun asked us worried.

"Ughh,Mike's leaving.I don't want to go,because he was an and....i just wanna stay here!"i said looking Jun in the eyes.

"FINE!"Mike suddenly yelled at me."Don't come ,stay here! up everything,like you always do!Whatever!I'm leaving.You've ignored me all night anyhow,you don't need me here!"

"See?You ARE smart afterall!I DON'T NEED YOU!!!Just go already!GOD how i hate you!Everytime i'm having a good time,you have to ruin it!"i yelled back at him.

While he was putting on his coat he turned to Jun and told him,loud enough so i could hear him as well "Good luck with her.Take care of her,she's all i have,but be careful"

"Careful?"Jun asked confused,in a better english that i was expecting him to.It shocked me to find out he actually understood what Mike told him...i thought his english was worse than that.

"Yeah-Mike replied,hoping Jun will get his point-she's drunk,she acts strange when she's drunk"

Then he turned to me and wanted to kiss me on my forehead,but i pulled back " off!"

"Jen,i love you"he said,like we usually said when we parted ways.I was already feeling bad for how i treated him.That made me feel even worse.But i couldn't show that.All i could do was yell at him again "JUST LEAVE!I hate you right now!LEAVE!!!"

He looked at me with a sad smile,said his goodbyes to the guys and left.

I looked after him and swallowed a few times to get rid of the lump in my throat and the tears in my eyes.I was hyperemotional when i was drunk.And now i felt like .Mike was one of the people i've allways tried not to hurt.

"I love you too"

i replied inside my head,trying to hold back my tears.

I stayied with Arashi until morning.They were free that day.I began to feel more and more closer to them,especially to Aiba,he was acting like an older brother and he seemed to read right through me,just like Mike,even though that was difficult even for my parents,let alone strangers.And i felt closer and closer to Jun as well.Nothing else happened,Mike managed to kill my hunting mood for the night,but we did enjoyed our time there.And i finally began to think that maybe i really didn't want to play...maybe i was actually liking him.............