So here it is,the first chapter.I'm sorry it took so long,i had some issues with my laptop.

Anyway,please comment,leave your suggestions AND if you notice mistakes of any kind,please let me know.

Thank you ^^

My name is Anna.Now.My name was actually Jennifer.I changed it because i thought it as a way to leave my past behind me.Well...my close friends and my family are still calling me Jennifer or Jen...it can't be helped,there's really nothing i can do about that but i love them so i decided to indulge them this pleasure.

I'm 26 and I was born in an European country.Doesn't matter wich one.Yes,i'm not proud of my country.Blame me or not,but i won't deny this.When i was 20 i moved to Los Angeles.Back then,i was a kid.I had a big dream.I wanted to sing,to act or whatever,i just wanted to be known.I wanted people to know my name,to know who i am.So i took a huge risk and moved to LA suddenly.After i finished high school,i was plain lasy for 2 years.Working here and there,but allways dreaming about the red carpet.Then all of the sudden i said "If i can't be famous,then my life is pointless." So with my mom's help-but not support-i left.

In LA i managed,not without a huge struggle,to get into a theater company.Step by step,with a lot of work,i managed to get where i am now.Work?No.For me,if it's about singing and acting,that's not called "work".It's my passion,my reason for living,my everything.I loved every single hour spent in the studio.Every single night spent in my room learning my parts,every single day spent at my guitar and piano teachers's houses.I worked hard,as others often say,but for me,it was fun.I've spent holidays and birthdays learning,acting,holding small concerts or composing.That was all i could see and think about.

After a while,all this work and sleepless nights started to pay off.I managed to sign a contract,got some awards and gained lots of fans.I was living my dream.

Beside my "official" work,i used to do some private stuff.Covers that i started to post on Youtube.Some of them were in japanese.I don't know when,how or why,but i started to love singing in this language.The way feelings were expressed it amased me every single time.Besides listening to JPop and watching their doramas,i got caught in their traditions and customs.Again,step by step,i started to love every single thing that was "made in Japan".I was practically obsessed.And since i am a perfectionist,i started to learn japanese,because i wanted my covers for japanese songs to be perfect.

Then ,one sunny day,the ball started to roll.FAST!!!

I got a message on my official Youtube account.I won't get into details,but some random guy from Japan said he wanted me to audition for the company he was working for.

Back then,if we talked about my fangirling world,it was all about Johnny's guys.Ohh,well.....*ahem*.....no,actually,it was all about Arashi.I didn't know anything about any other groups,nore companies.I heard about other groups,yeah,but i was seriously obsessed with Arashi so i didn't care about anything else.So this guy that contacted me ...well,to me ,he was just a guy.I didn't believed for one split second that he was for real.I had experienced weird stuff with people pretending they were managers or producers before so...it was a big NO NO.

After a week though,my manager said he was contacted by a japanese producer.That day,when my phone rang first thing in the morning,was the very day when my life changed.

My manager,Mike,was on the phone.

"Yeah" i answered,half asleep.

"Jen,WAKE UP!!!" He shouted ,making me jump straight up on my feet."I have big big news for you my princess!I am sooooo damn excited for you!!!!Congrats love!"

He sounded like a retarted kid.Well,he was a hyperactive and 'high on sugar' kinda of a person,but this was way off.

"What the hell Mike,seriously,why are you yelling at me?!!?And ... 'congrats' ??? What on earth for?Yeah,i haven't drinked last night but...seriously??!!??"

"Ohhh ,you're so funny!He said,a bit sarcastic.Just wake up,get dressed and come over for coffee."

Mike,besides the fact that he was my manager,was also a very close friend of mine.Oh and,he's one of the few persons that i allow to call me Jennifer.Usually we discuss work at his place,in the morning,over coffee and breakfast.

"Riiiiiight........ok........yeah......ok.......ok,i'll be right there."I said with my eyes still closed,but standing up,next to my bed.

"Oooohhhhh crap,i can't,i just CAN'T!!! I have to tell you!........But it's a surprise.No,it's suppose to be a surprise...should i tell you?"He asked impacientlly.

"MIKE!!! You're not making any sense whatsoever!!!! What the hell is this all about?Why are you so excited?"I asked him already a bit bored with this conversation.

"Uuummmm......no,no.....NO!!!! Get dressed and come over,i'll tell you then! "

And with just that,he hang up on me.

He knew how badly i hated suprises,and still he did that.

'Damn you Mike,you idiot!!!' I mumbled to myself dragging my feet to the bathroom.

I took a shower and got dressed-just jeans and a black T-shirt-grabbed my keys,wallet and phone,and i stormed out the door.

'Ohhh,this is gonna be fun.I'm gonna bite his head off if he's playing with me' i thought to myself while i was starting the car.I drove off the alley feeling a bit annoyied.

Little did i know that,in the next hour,my life would take a huge turn and change radically.