Anita's P.O.V

I have arrived in Oxford. This has always been the dream university I've been longing to go, so that I could learn from top professors in the world, and being a step closer to becoming a good writer.

However, I am not happy. Not happy here at all.

I do not see Jungkook's smile, I do not hear Jungkook's laugh, I do not feel Jungkook's warm waist, I do not smell the soap-smell from Jungkook anymore. 

I miss him. 

I still love him as much as I did from 7 months ago, feelings grow instead of fade.

No, Anita, you need to carry on, you will stop loving him a few years later, you will.

I wonder what Jungkook feels, he must have learnt from Irene that I went for Oxford, he must be extremely disappointed and angry at me. But I wouldn't have been able to keep my feelings within me and may accidentally confess. Jungkook being angry at me for a few years is better than losing Jungkook as a friend for the rest of my life. 

Have I done the right thing?