SEOLMI

And now your song is on repeat

And I’m dancin’ on to your heartbeat

And when you’re gone, I feel incomplete

So if you want to the truth

I just wanna be part of your symphony

Will you hold me tight and not let go?

 Symphony

Like a love song on the radio

Will you hold me tight and not let go?

Doing my homework in bed and listening to music was something that I do often. The song reminded me of someone I loved. I stopped doing my homework and let my mind wander.

-Flashback-

I ran and ran and ran until I found myself at an unknown part in the school. I couldn’t stop crying. Tears after tears after tears. I covered my mouth to keep my sobs quiet. Just earlier I saw my worst nightmare. I couldn’t believe it. What have I done wrong? Wasn’t I enough? Did I cross the line? I just sat at the floor, my back leaned against the wall. Thinking of numerous reasons why. Maybe…maybe…I fell too hard for him. Maybe I’m just not enough. Maybe I didn’t realize in the first place that this might happen. Maybe…I…trust him too much. I kept on crying and crying. The next day I confronted him about it. He said he doesn’t know what I’m talking about. He thinks I’m crazy. Cause I really am.

He scoffed “What are talking about? Are you crazy? Didn’t I said that you’re the only one?” He attempted to wrap his arms around my waist but I slapped them away. He looked flustered and confused at the same time.

“Let’s break up” The moment I said it my heart felt like it was stabbed three times. Those words that I have trouble to say finally came out of my mouth. He looked okay with it.

And he said “Okay. If that’s what you want. I won’t force you to stay with me.” He said emotionless and walked away. Leaving me there. Such a jerk. I really was foolish. You totally are a fool Seolmi. Really.

-End of flashback-

“Hello? Seolmi? Are you okay?” A voice said that made me snap out of my thoughts. Yoongi was sitting in my bed looking at me worriedly.

“Are you okay?’ He repeated. He seems to can’t stop worrying about me.

“Yes. I’m ok” I said and smiled warmly at him. Yoongi was the only one who took care of me after our parents abandoned us for their business in Australia. Not exactly abandoned but it felt like that. I hardly even see them. What kind of parents puts their work first instead of their children?

“You’ve been spacing out a lot. Maybe its time for you to go to sleep. Just finish your homework tomorrow. Goodnight Seolmi.” He said and turned off the lights. But before he could close the door

“Goodnight oppa” I said. I know he was smiling despite the darkness. Then he closed the door and I fell asleep.

JUNGKOOK

I was drinking water and then I got startled because of my phone ringing. I was choking for seconds until it stopped. I quickly grabbed my phon