She's getting closer to where I live. She's being more frequently seen. Has she really not noticed me? I haven't changed at all.

Except I lost weight but it wasn't much to show a difference. I'm worried.

I have been seeing Jin more often then usually. He keeps telling me that something is not right with me. But he won't tell me anything.

He's being very delicate with this situation like I was with her. Everything reminds me of her. If she just looked at me. I could tell her.

Of course I will not do that. I just wish I could say no and shut her out.