I'm on the airplane. I'm going to see Namjoon and lately I'm seeing her again. I can't just stop thinking about her.

She's all the occupation in my head. My mind cant keep up with the images of her. I still picture her hair, the burnt red. Her old, beat down Vans that she loves so much.

Of course they were always that green, black color. Didn't know how she still has them. Does she?

What am I even saying? Of course she doesn't. She's just my imagination that's all. Get that through your head, she's not freaking real. Even if she is you're just gonna run away.

Run so far away.