I smell her now. Burned wood and fruits. So unique and different. Can't help myself to believe she's here. When in reality she's not. 

I'm in California right now, staying with Namjoon. Ill probably stay in contact with Taehyung. I do need friends at the moment.

I don't know why but I have this pain, in my head. Not like a headache but much more painful. I'm taking medication but its still there. 

Its turning into fire now. Help me escape this fire inside.