She used to hold me tight. The point where I couldn't breath. That was okay though. I loved her hugs. But that was almost 4 years ago.

I miss the way she wouldn't share her food. But only gave me what she couldn't eat.

I know that missing her will hurt me more than ever. I only want her here now. I want to see her face. Her unnatural nails that never grew. Her long yet pudgy fingers that I got used to love.

I would like to know if she misses me. The way she used to play with my piercings. Asking me why I would wear rings all the time.

I told her the truth and then she would always have two rings on.

Maybe we didn't have much in common. She is introverted while I'm extroverted. She was or is shy at anytime of day.

When I meet her again, will she hold me tight again?