My problem extend when the class resumed. Sometimes I forgot it when I was with my friends, but I remember it again when I see JeongHan

And what is weird, is that he doesn’t look like he is affected by what he said to me unlike me who is kept on thinking about it

“Isn’t he just playing joke on me?”… I am inside the girls’ comfort room while staring at my own reflection

“But he looks so serious when he told me that thing” I said to myself “But why does he act like nothing is going on when there really is”

 “It’s really confusing me” I sadly said

I went out of the comfort room and headed to the classroom

I went straight to my seat and look out of the window… I am in my deep thought when my phone ring

Min Joo text pop-up when I opened my phone and it said:

            Hi girls! I just wanted to inform you that our practice will resume this coming weekends. Don’t forget and always come in time. ^^

“Yeah! I totally forgot about the dance contest. I shouldn’t be distracted and focused on something else.” I said to myself “Focus SinB, only think of the dance contest”

And that’s what I did on these following days, I focus on every dance practice we had and make myself busy every day.

I forget about the thing that happened between with me and JeongHan. I thought I totally forget about it but I am wrong

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One day…

JeongHan called me one afternoon. I followed him until we went to the rooftop. We are alone in the rooftop and I can feel a certain atmosphere around us.

I starting to get nervous and felt my knees shaking. I tried to sound confidence and ask “Do you have something to tell me JeongHan? Geesh~ why do we need to go here in the rooftop?”

JeongHan face me and took a deep breath “I know and I can feel that you are avoiding the incident where I confessed my feelings to you, and I really don’t want don’t burden you”

He walks closer to me and said “I will wait for you, until you find out what is your feelings towards me, and no matter what is your answer I will gladly accept it”

He looks at me with a sincerity in his eyes and a smile that is warmer than I ever see in him

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I will wait for you, until you find out what is your feelings towards me

Those words keep on repeating in my mind that evening

“Why do he need to go that far to hear my answer?” I ask myself “If I only reject him, it will totally hurt his feelings”

I am busy thinking when suddenly my mom knock on my door. She opened the door look at me

“Eun Bi, I just wanted to ask when will your dance contest be?”

“Around next month after this month? Why?”

“Of course to support my one and only baby” my mom said

“If that happened then I need to practice more for you mom and win first price”

“Just don’t forget to have fun and winning is just a bonus” my mom said

“I will!” I happily said. But suddenly I remember something that I really wanted to ask my mom. “By the way mom, how did you and appa end up together?”

My mom thought for a moment and said “To tell you honestly I don’t know too”

“Huh? You mean you don’t know how you to end up together” I ask

“Well… It’s more that we just let our feelings to each other lead us to where we are right now” my mom said “We first know how we really felt to each other. How important one of us to each other, and then as time passed by we discover that we can’t without each other and that’s why we got married and had you”

“I can’t understand anything you said” I honestly said

“Of course you wouldn’t. You will fully understand it once you experience it” my mom said and left the room

Know how they really felt to each other it kept repeating those words in my head

“But how do I really felt towards JeongHan?”

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As days had passed by I still don’t understand what my mother is telling me… as I tried to think it over the more I get confuse.

But one Saturday morning… at Mina’s brother dance studio

“I will pick you up later. See you later Eun Bi, bye girls” JeongHan said and left the dance studio

“I think JeongHan’s future girlfriend will be very lucky” Mina suddenly said

“Why do you think so?” Momo said

“Look how he treats SinB. He treats her like a real princess, he is always there on her side looking after her, and he takes care of her very well” Mina “If I can have a boyfriend like him I will the happiest girl in this world”

“You are really lucky to have him on your side SinB” Momo said and smile

“Lucky? Am I really lucky?” I ask to myself

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As I went to the rooftop on that Monday morning to think about my relationship with JeongHan

I kept thinking about what happened with me and JeongHan. Then suddenly like a river that flows, the memories that I never thought suddenly flow continuously.

How JeongHan always at my side. At first I thought that he is annoying but now I realize that he is just caring to me. He is always there when I need him or even when I don’t need him, he just there spending time with me.

“Well… I just wanted to know how will you know when you are in love to someone?” I shyly said

“Hmmm~ it’s simple. When you look at him you feel warm in your heart, when he smile your heart tickles, when he looks trouble your heart can feel the sadness… And the most important is when you are away from him you miss him so much” Bo Ra unnie said

I suddenly remember what Bo Ra unnie had said … then I realize something …

“I do have feelings for JeongHan!” I said to myself

“But how will I tell him? Now that I know what my feelings for him, I am not shy to tell it to him” I worriedly said

“But I have to tell it to him no matter what happened”