w. 꼬꼬마우지

t. chihoonie

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It was my third year of high school when I started to have interest in the petit fairy in my school

I saw him walking around the school one day, a small boy walking around with a large backpack, and found myself infatuated with him. I guess it was like love at first sight.

I had urges to go up to the other and catch his eye, but I felt like he would reject me completely, so I decided on being happy enough just stealing glances of him once in awhile.

However, I wasn’t the only the petit boy had caught the eyes of, and there were many who started to confess to the boy, one by one.

But the relieving part was that just as the petit boy had gotten the confessions, he would glare at them and walk away, giving them a cold shoulder.

It made me happy that he wasn’t accepting their feelings, but as the realization hit that the same situation could happen to me, my mood got gloomy.

My feelings for Jihoon kept getting stronger throughout the year, and because of that, I’ve been feeling less confident and the urge to embrace the smaller became more desperate.

So in the end, on December 1