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Loving You Equals Death
The room was silent , sitting near the fireplace , Taemin waited for me to start talking . He wanted to know everything , but I was scared to tell him . Now that we’re finally happy , I don’t want to ruin everything . Wrapping his arms around my waist , he pulled me closer to him . My head was lying on his chest . I just wanted to stay like that , without talking . Soo Jin was dead , she had no place in our relationship , so why did he want to know about the dreams ?!?
“ Well , she was showing me things. She told me that you’re the murderer , and she showed me the way she died and why . That’s all … she was a pain in the !!! “ I smiled lightly , while looking at the fireplace. The fire was dancing so beautifully around the woods , so peacefully .
“ I’m sorry ! It’s my fault that you felt that pain “ the sweet breath of his hit my ear . Sending shivers all over my body . I looked up , just to see his pain filled expression .
“ It’s not your fault , so stop it already !!! “ crossing my arms on my chest , I looked at the fire once again .
“ Ok , don’t be mad. “ he said gently brushing my hair . I saw the bracelet on his hand again. Don’t know why , but my heart ached . My smile faded away , the thoughts of Taemin loving Soo Jin made my chest tighten . I don’t want to think about this , probably I’m paranoid or something , but it’s really painful .
“ Why do you keep this bracelet ? “ my voice came colder than I expected. His heart started to beat fast than before , which made me worry even more . The silence was killing me , he never answered. Is this ‘yes’ that he loves her ?!? I tried to go up , but Taemin pushed me down again . Now our faces were inches away .
“ It’s to remind me what I have done to an innocent girl “ he whispered before hugging me tightly “ I have never loved her. The only thing I feel for her is guilt. “ . I felt my tears springing again , embracing him with all my strength . I’m so stupid to ask about this , ruining the happy moments turned to be my specialty .
“ I’m sorry “ I whispered before looking at his face , he gently wiped the tears from my face .
“ Why are you crying , pabo? “ he smiled before brushing his lips against mine . I love to feel his skin , I love to be with him !
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We were in front of my door . I didn’t want to let him go , even for a night . The want to be with him every minute of the day became stronger . I can’t even think or breath without thinking of him . If that is love , then I’m deeply in love .
“ Say , how about you meet my parents tomorrow ?!? Just to make it official “ blushing deep red I looked at him . Raising his hand , his warm skin brushed against my face .
“ Sure “ he smiled before kissing my forehead . Watching how the night shadow of the forest took over him , I entered the house as quiet as I could . Tomorrow … everything have to go well !!!
I breathed heavily before entering the kitchen . My mother was cleaning the dishes , while my father was still eating. Thank god that he ate already , since the best time to say anything is when he’s happy ! Taking a seat on the chair next to him , I looked at his face . Raising an eyebrow suspiciously, he looked at me
“ What do you want now ? “ he asked , waiting for my answer . Smiling nervously I could feel the cold sweat sliding down my neck .
“ Can I introduce you and mom to someone ?!? “ swallowing hard I turned my gaze towards my mother , she was still cleaning , not paying any attention .
“ Sure , when ?!? “ he smiled looking at the clock . The doorbell rang , going up from the chair I bit my lower lip nervously .
“ Now !!! “ and I dashed to the door . Aish … I was so late to tell them , at least to prepare for the things we were going to talk . “ Come in , fast “ I pulled his jacket . My parents stood in front of us , wondering what that was for .
“ We already know Taemin , honey “ my mother chuckled , while my father raised his eyebrow , probably he had one in mind !
“ I know mom , it’s … me …. Taemin !!! “ swallowing hard , I looked at my boyfriend . Taemin smiled back interlocking our hands , which shocked not only me but also my parents .
“ Mr. and Ms. Choi “ his sweet voice echoed in the room , I was still in shock but his soft touch gave me courage “ I want to say that I love your daughter and we want you to know that we’re dating. I wanted to let you know , and approve of our relationship “ his smile was so addictive that my mother couldn’t help but to smile back . The only person that now bothers me is my father , the protective father that had only one rule for me : ‘ No boys till I graduate … !!! ‘
“ Well kids , I’m happy for you “ my mother came and gave Taemin a little kiss on the cheek , which made me giggle a little . But that vanished when I heard my father clearing his throat . The expression on his face was not happy at all , I was scared that he’ll say something wrong and Taemin will get upset .
“ Lee Taemin “ he started , I don’t like the way he started . It was as if he was going to kill him any minute “ … so you say that you love my daughter. Can I trust you ?!? “ he raised his eyebrow looking suspiciously at Taemin . Why the hell is he acting like that … we’re dating , not getting married or something !
“ Yes you can , Mr. Choi “ and with that Taemin placed his hand around my shoulder , pulling me closer . The smirk on my father’s face was something that I haven’t seen for a long time , I wonder is he happy or not ?!?
” Ok , Taemin … welcome to the family then “ I almost choked hearing those words from my father’s mouth . Taemin bowed to my parents , while still holding my hand . I was so happy that I started jumping around the room . My father laughed going next to Taemin “ Wish you luck with that child “ he said patting my boyfriend on his back .
“ Thank you !! “ Taemin chuckled , which made me stop .
“ Yah !!! So now you’re on my father’s side ?!? … traitor !!! “ hissing at the two men I looked at my mother with puppy like eyes
“ Don’t worry honey … mummy’s here !!! We have to be strong since now your father is not the only man in our life anymore “ my mother said hugging me . Her words filled my heart with so much warmth . I was happy that they accepted Taemin , and now he was part of your family like my mother said .
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We had dinner , and later on Taemin and my dad went to watch something on the TV . I was helping my mother with the dishes , which was really annoying . I pouted my lips looking at the living room , while drying the dishes with a towel .
“ What’s wrong ?!? “ my mother chuckled when I rested on the sink
“ How come I’m jealous of my father ?!? He stole my boyfriend … “ scratching my nose I looked at my mother .
“ Well , you know your father …. “ my mother laughed giving me another plate “ Taemin is a really nice boy . The moment I saw him it was like … the best son-in-law !!! “
“ Thank you umma “ and I kissed her cheek , she smiled evilly . Probably thinking something stupid again …
“ Can’t wait for my grandchildren , they’ll be so beautiful ! But its obvious with their parents !!! “ my mother chuckled when she saw that I was so embarrassed that I tried to hide myself with the plate .
“ Need some help ?!? “ I heard the beautiful voice that made my feet melt . Taemin was resting on the doorframe , while smiling brightly . Great he probably heard my mother and her daydreams . I turned to the other side , so he couldn’t see my tomato like face .
“ Taemin-ah , no need ! We finished the work here . Come and take your girlfriend , she’s red as a tomato “ and with that my mom pushed me toward Taemin . I glared at her , she was embarrassing me even more . I walked with Taemin to the couch , before I could be totally ignored . They were watching something not interesting for me , and on top of that my father was talking more than the TV itself . Suddenly I felt like the third wheel , I was seriously jealous of my father !!!
“ Come on , lets go to the store ! “ and with that mom took my dad away .
“ But … you can go alone !!! I was talking with Taemin “ my father whined like a little girl .
“ Stop stealing your daughter’s boyfriend , and leave them alone for a second !!! “ my mother ordered , pushing him out the door “ We’ll be out for awhile … “ and she winked at me before going out . At this moment , I love my mother so much ! The best mother ever !!! Crossing my hand around my waist I looked little annoyed at Taemin .
“ What ?!? “ he questioned smiling innocently .
“ You ignore me all this time and you ask ‘ what ‘ ?!? “ pouting my lips I looked to the TV
“ Come on ! Don’t be jealous of your father !!! “ he chuckled wrapping his hands around my waist . If he thinks that only by hugging me and I’ll be ok with it he seriously wrong !!! I tried so hard not to look at him , and to be as irritated as I can . All of this vanished when I felt his lips on my neck , gently kissing it . Tilting my head to the side , I felt how his soft lips traveled down my neck to my collarbone . The little moans that escaped from my mouth made me blush deep red . When I opened my eyes I saw his smirk . He got me in his trap again , but he knew that I’m sensitive to his touch .
“ It’s not fair !!! “ I said going up from my seat .
“ Come on ! I’m sorry !!! “ he whined , pulling me on his lap . His face was so close to mine , that I couldn’t help but to close my eyes , waiting to taste his lips “ I won’t kiss you if you’re mad at me. “ he smiled .
“ Okay then “ and with that I dashed to my room . I won’t let him do what he wants , although I want to taste him so much !
I heard my parents returning home , so I went down . I never looked at Taemin , he has to know that playing with me won’t work much . After all I’m stubborn just like my father , and I won’t be defeated that easy . My mother suggested for Taemin to sleep here since it was already midnight . Don’t know why he immediately agreed with the offer , probably to tease me !
I was in my room , looking at the ceiling . I went early , leaving Taemin in my father’s care as all day I was doing that . The steps that were coming from the stairs made me smile a little , finally he’ll see me . The smile vanished soon as I heard my mother’s voice , Taemin was probably going into the guest’s room . Soon after that I heard the bedroom door of my parents closing . It was so quiet that even the breathing of someone could be heard . Turning the laptop on I started clicking on random sites , just to avoid the irritation . Can’t believe we fought over something so stupid ‘ Maybe I should apologize ?!? ‘ biting my lower lip I went toward the door ‘ Aish … what am I doing … I didn’t do anything wrong … ‘ and with that I went to the bed again .
“ Can I come in?!? “ Taemin quietly asked , opening the door . I looked at the laptop again , not answering . Making his way toward my bed , he sat on the edge , looking guilty “ I’m really sorry … please … I hate it when you’re mad at me !!! I apologized … what else do you want me to do ?!? “ closing the laptop I went to him , brushing his hair lightly .
“ It’s ok , now I know what drives you crazy “ and with that I stuck my tongue at him , he pouted while pushing me down on the bed .
“ And I know what drives you crazy as well “ Taemin smirked leaning down , I felt the blood rushing to my cheeks . His lips crashed in mine so roughly that I closed my eyes immediately . His tongue made its way into my mouth , while a little moan escaped . Our tongues touched , the sensation made my mind blank .Taemin pulled back and attacked my neck. He trailed my neck , at my sensitive spot, making me moan even louder .
“ SSSShhhhhhhtttttt …. !!! Do you want your parents to hear us ?!? “ he whispered ily , I knew that he was playing with me ! His punishment was the worst of all ! He knows well that my father wakes up at the smallest of sound . My shirt was already ed , his soft lips kissed my belly . I bit my bottom lip , trying to hold the moan . He chuckled lightly taking off his shirt , revealing his milky skin . The blush on my face became more visible , he was so perfect and all mine . Slipping my shorts off , leaving me to his desire “ Can you hold in your moans ? “ he smirked leaning closer to me , our lips touched once again “ You better try , or we’ll be caught. “ and with that he slipped his hands down my thigh , spreading my legs . Our bodies touched once again , grabbing the sheets with both hands I tried so hard not to scream , just a little whimper escaped . Our sweaty bodies brushed one another , he kissed me again panting “ I love you “ he whisper through the kiss .
“ L…Love …you …too “ trying to catch my breath, I placed my hands on his back .
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We were not able to sleep at all , lying on the bed hugging tightly each other . I raised my hand above my head , Taemin gently grabbed it , interlocking our fingers .
“ Our babies will be beautiful like you “ he said out of the blue , making me jump from the bed .
“ What ?!? …aish I knew that you heard us … !!! “ I pouted going up from the bed . The clothes were all over the floor , and if someone comes in the room it’s going to be bad . Remembering the event just now , I blushed deep red .
“ I want a girl !!! “ Taemin chuckled , getting up from the bed .
“ W..Why ?!? “ my voice was shivering , I was so embarrassed . His hands grabbed me from behind , while he rested his head on my shoulder .
“ Because she’ll be beautiful just like you . The two most important women in my life “ blushing deep red , I tried to hide myself with my hands . His words just melted my heart , I want to be with him and have a cute baby that will look just like him .
“ W…well I want a boy , he’ll be just like you ! Handsome and kind … the two men that will protect me “ and I turned to Taemin , his eyes were staring at me . He kissed my forehead , before cupping my face in his warm hands .
“ Well , we can always have a boy and a girl right ?!? “ he smiled warmly . The noise of my parent’s door opening made me widen my eyes. If they see us now … we’ll be in big trouble !!! The steps coming to my room made me gulp hard ….
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