Chapter 11

She's so SinB

BANG!!

That loud banging make both Sowon and Chaeyeon who watching a Tv startled. Then they saw Yuju's running to her room while closing her face with her palm. Yuju just run into her room and close the door ignoring Sowon who keep calling her name. She jump on her bed and cry so hard on her pillow. She never feel this hurt before,accepting her love being rejected by SinB was the hardest thing to do. SinB word still echoing in her head and she'll never forget it

"So it just me who love U all this while SinB? How stupid I am by thinking that U love me too" Yuju said to herself while crying 

"Yuju ah,open the door baby,what happen?" Sowon knock the door but Yuju choose to ignore it. "Yuju ah,it's ok if U don't wanna tell me now. But I just want U to know that I'm here to help and hear all your problem ok?" Sowon said and walk to Chaeyeon

"What's wrong with Yuju,U think,Chaeyeon ah?"

"I dunno unnie,she just look fine this morning" Chaeyeon shrugged innocently pretending she didn't know the reason of Yuju's cry

"Yea,she so happy when she say SinB wanna meet her this morning,but now look she's crying " 

"Uhm,maybe SinB reject her?"

"Reject? But it can't be happen Chaeyeon ah,they're so inlo with each other"

"How can U be so sure that they're love each other?!" Chaeyeon ask in mad tone make Sowon look at her weirdly but she quickly control it "Uhm,I mean we know that Yuju love Eunbi but we dunno what Eunbi feel for her. Maybe Eunbi reject her bcoz she don't want to be in relationship yet? Or maybe bcoz Eunbi has a boyfriend already? We dunno right?" 

"But Yuju told me that SinB don't has a friend at school,so it's possible if she has a boyfriend"

"It's ok unnie,soon or sooner we'll find out about it too so U don't have to worry ok? Maybe Yuju and Eunbi didn't meant for each other. Now let's proceed our movies" Chaeyeon said while hold Sowon shoulder

"U can just watch it I wanna sleep already. Gudnight"

"Oh ok,gudnight unnie" Chaeyeon said and once Sowon has disappeared from her sight she's smirk "Good job Eunbi,finally U realise your place. Yuju is not for U,she's been made for me" she said and smile widely before proceed watch a movies with happy feeling

 

 

Yuju Pov,

Today is school day and like always I wait for SinB in front of her house. I didn't have a courage to knock her door bcoz I still can't forget about the rejection. So I decide to just  wait for her until she open this door. After waiting finally she's open the door,she looks surprise at first but her face turning to poker face

"What are U doing here?" She ask coldly like before we were befriend

"Uhm,walk U to school like always?" I scratch my back neck to reduce the awkwardness 

"Did I ask U to do it?"

"No,but we always do it remember?"

"U don't have to walk me to school anymore" she said and walk away but I manage hold her arm

"But why? Is it bcoz of my confession?"

"Let me go Yuju! I don't wanna talk about it!" She whisper yet stern

"No,I'll not let U go until U tell me why I can't walk U to school like usual" I hold even tight

"It's bcoz I don't like it,I feel so irritated whenever I walk with U and from now on stay away from me" hearing that's from make my hold loosen and she was about walk away I call her

"SinB wait i-"

"And don't call me SinB. I has a name and my name is Eunbi,Hwang Eunbi not SinB" she said and walk away leaving me dumbfound.

You're so stupid Yuju stupid! Why did U confess? And now look what happening,U lost your best friend,U lost her,U lost SinB.

Yuju Pov ended.

After regain herself back,Yuju wipe her tears and walk to school without SinB. Once she got into her classroom she saw Chaeyeon is sitting at SinB's seat,she look around the class and saw SinB sit at the window looking at outside their classroom. She staring at SinB and when SinB feel someone was staring her she look and meet Yuju's eye. They make an eye contact for a few minutes but SinB look away first,don't wanna see Yuju hurt eyes

"Yah Yuju ah,sit!" Chaeyeon pull Yuju hardly to her seat when she saw Yuju look at SinB direction

"Why are U here? This isn't your seat" Yuju said

"Oh! Eunbi ssi ask me to change this seat with hers" Chaeyeon said innocently

"Why did she do that?" Yuju ask unbelievers didn't believe that SinB wanna change her seat

"She said bcoz she's getting bored being your seatmate for 5yrs already so she decide to change it" Chaeyeon shrugged

"She say that?" Yuju ask in hurt tone and Chaeyeon nod before wrap her arm around Yuju and rest her head on Yuju's shoulder. Chaeyeon look at SinB with smirk on her lips when she saw SinB look at them with hurt look

Time's walking to slow for both Yuju and SinB. Yuju keep on looking at SinB from her seat and of course SinB notice it but she just ignore it. Once the bell ringing SinB's quickly pack her things up and immediately leave the class and seeing SinB's walking out from class Yuju decide to chase after her but Chaeyeon hold her arm

"Where are U going?" Chaeyeon ask

"Uhm,I'm going to toilet"

"Lie"

"Huh?"

"U wanna follow that Eunbi girl right?" Chaeyeon ask and look at Yuju with stern look

"What if I am?"

"Gosh! Yuju! Wake up! She didn't want U! Why did U still following her?!" Chaeyeon ask with a little bit loud till make a few of students looking at her. Seeing all attention is on her Chaeyeon grab Yuju hand and pull her into the toilet. Once they has arrive Chaeyeon try to kiss Yuju but before their lips manage to touch Yuju push her away

"What are U doing Chaeyeon?!" Yuju shout

"I try to make U forgot about that girl! What else?" Chaeyeon shout back

"And why did U do that?" Yuju ask confusing

"Bcoz I love U!"

"Huh? U what?"

"Yes Yuju, I love U I've always love U since we're kid but U never saw it"

"I'm sorry I didn't know it" Yuju guilty

"It's ok Yuju ah,but please give me a chance to show U my love please Yuju" Chaeyeon beg desperately

"I'm sorry Chaeyeon I can't do that,I'm sorry"Yuju was about to hold her shoulder but she steps backward

"Why? Huh? Why? Bcoz of that girl?!" Chaeyeon shout

"She has a name Chaeyeon ah" Yuju said try to patient herself

"Oh yea! Sorry I forgot! What's her name? Eunbi? Oh no,I found a best name for her and it's !" Chaeyeon shout

"Chaeyeon! Don't U dare to call her that!" Yuju shout while pointing her finger to Chaeyeon face

"Why? U don't like it? Ok what about ! That's suit her" *slap* Yuju slap Chaeyeon hardly in her cheek

"Call her that again! I'll make U even worse than this!" Yuju warn and was about to walk away but Chaeyeon hold her arm tightly

"I'm sorry Yuju,I can't control myself bcoz all U see is her,I'm sorry Yuju,please don't leave me please" Chaeyeon cry desperately

"Let me go Chaeyeon,I have to find SinB"

"Her again?! Why Yuju why?! All U can see is her? Don't U notice me? I'm always here for U whenever U want but why U don't love me? Why?" Chaeyeon punch Yuju's chest a several time and Yuju grab her hand 

"I'm sorry Chaeyeon,all this while I just think U as my sister no more than that, I can give U everything U want but not my heart bcoz my heart already has an owner and she is SinB,Hwang Eunbi nobody can take her place including U"

"Can U please give me one chance Yuju? Just one please"

"Sorry I can't,I hope you'll find someone better than me for U" Yuju said and leave. Chaeyeon drop herself on the floor and clenching her hands tightly

"There's no one can be better than U Yuju,no one" she whisper. She wash her face at sink and face the mirror in front her with cold look. "Hwang Eunbi!" She shout and punch the mirror till it's broken. She didn't care about her bloody fist and keep on punch the mirror

 

 

 

Yuju was running around the school to look for SinB but she couldn't find the latter,she was about to give but then she remember there's one more place that she didn't go. So she run with all her energy to old school building backyard and there she is. The person that Yuju looking for, Yuju let out relief sigh when she saw SinB sitting on the grass while looking to the sky.

"SinB" SinB's surprise seeing panting Yuju

"What are U doing here?" SinB ask in her cold tone

"Looking for U of course"

"And why did U do that?"

"Bcoz we always do that before"SinB's smile bitterly

"It's a past so U don't have to do it anymore"

"I never think it as a past and never will"

"Just do and think whatever U want,it's not like I care" SinB standing up and walk but Yuju backhug her tightly

"I'm sorry,I'm really really really sorry SinB ah,I'm sorry bcoz I confessed to U. I'm really sorry,can't we just forget about it and act like it never happen?" Yuju ask still backhug SinB and SinB's struggling in her embrace but she just tightening her hug

"No matter how much U say sorry,it's still can change everything Yuju"

"Of course it's can change. We'll just forget about my confession and just do everything that we used to do like always"SinB finally escape from Yuju's embrace and facing Yuju

"How can we act like usually we act when I know about your feeling for me? And how can U control yourself and thinking me as a friend when U already know that your feeling is more than that?" Yuju stay silent "See,U can't answer it. This is the best for us Yuju,we're not meant for each other and we never will. I think it's better if we just stay away from each other and act like we never befriend" SinB said while try to holding her tears "and I know someone like U will get someone to replace me in no time"

"But all I want is U SinB ah" Yuju crying

"No matter how much U want me,U and I will never be together bcoz we're not suit each other. It's not U who didn't suit me but it's me. I didn't suit U" SinB said and run to old classroom. She lock the door behind her and fall on the floor while crying so hard "I'm sorry Yuju,I'm sorry,how I want to accept your love,how I want to be your girlfriend,how I want to hug U and how I want to kiss U but what can I do? Chaeyeon was right. I didn't suit U. I'm nothing compare to U,I'm nothing" she's cry even hard

"I didn't suit U" SinB's word keep lingering in Yuju's mind

"What make U think that SinB ah? Nobody suit me other that U" Yuju crying to herself on the grass after SinB leave her

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 11,check! How I hate writing sad scene T_T but what can I do? Without any drama a stories will not be complete >_<
Sorry for grammar mistake and typo bow90°

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Ninjasaurus
#1
Hi
RedSapph
#2
Chapter 19: It's my 2nd time reading this XD The 1st one was around Dec. After christmas. I'm a fast reader but I started reading this at 5pm and ended at 7:35pm and I don't know what happened ._. I may or may have not squealed countless times while reading this XD
PiscesMarch #3
Make one shot for this story hurm..( i mean part2)
PiscesMarch #4
Chapter 12: 채연이 싫어!! 나는 채연이 죽어라 희망!! 진짜!
PiscesMarch #5
Aju nice!
genes_hong #6
Chapter 19: Thank You Authornim!!!!
Don't worry of your english its not that bad
For me most importan is your courage to write this fic and I really love the story and Yuju's character here....
Waiting for your next fanfic!
genes_hong #7
Chapter 18: Asdfghkll I want to know what they are doing there LMAO
Okay on to the next chapter
hyejin_123 #8
Chapter 19: Haha... nice sequel author!!^_^
And thanks to you also for this wonderful story.
Hope you'll wtite more in the future ^_^
Jungminah18 #9
Chapter 17: Happy birthday author-nim, thanks for the story
Make a sequel juseyo :)
efra_yosef #10
Chapter 17: Happy birthday!
Sequel please :)