Guilty ?

Heartbroken
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I opened my eyes and was welcomed by bright white color , where am I ?  I was slowly opening my eyes adjusting to the light . My head felt so heavy and so did my body . After few seconds , I was finally was able to open my eyes and the first thing I realized was that I was in the hospital . 

I gently turned my head to the side and saw Chaerin sleeping on the couch at the side  but what surprised me was that I saw Seung Hyun sleeping on the chair . I tried to speak but my throat was dry and my voice was barely heard . But somehow Seung Hyun stirred and opened his eyes and when he realized I woke up . He immediately stood from his chair and came to me 

'' Ji Hyun ! How do you feel ? are you okay ? '' he asked worriedly . Oh , so now after I fainted or I don't know what he thought about asking how I feel ? 

I turned my head to the side and then answered ''  Just wake Chaerin and leave '' he didn't add a word and actually he was looking down but he did as I told hi and woke her but before he left , he said to Chaerin '' Take care of her and call if anything happened or if you needed anything , I won't be far  '' and she nodded 

 

She swiftly came to my side and sat on the bed '' You scared the hell out of me ! '' she yelled ,  that's Chaerin for you ! '' How do you feel now ? are you okay ? '' she asked warmly and I couldn't express how glad I was to have her beside me 

'' I am okay but my head is heavy and I feel a little weak ... but what happened ? and how did I get here ? '' I was really wondering and the smile on Chaerin's face made me even more perplexed 

'' We were talking and you were having pain in your stomach and then you started yelling and eventually you were unconscious ''  she paused and I looked at her meaning for her to continue ' And at the second you did Seung Hyun barged in and held you in his arms and run to the hospital and I mean it ! He was driving insanely ''  she seemed amused with this '' Okay , so after we brought you here , the doctor did some tests and they gave you some medicine and all . It turns out you had some sort of nervous breakdown , you weren't eating well nor sleeping well and all the stress and depression mode you were in weren't helpful  and add to them you're on your period '' she explained 

So all of that happened to me ? '' What did Seung Hyun say ?  '' I didn't even know how or why I said that 

Chaerin exploded in laughter which caused a groan out of me '' pff you're no fun !  '' she said then she looked at me seriously '' He was really scared maybe even more than me and your prince charming almost made a scene in the hospital '' 

'' A scene ? Seung Hyun ? in public ? for me ? '' sorry but that was impossible to believe , the coldhearted Seung Hyun would never do something like that 

But she nodded '' When we came here , they just put you in one of the beds in the emergency room and left you there waiting for the doctor so he started yelling at them and telling them to work probably , he was acting as if you were dying or something '' she laughed '' But then he saw me looking at him and started to calm himself and play cool '' she was wiggling her eyebrows and I just rolled my eyes 

'' How long did I stay like this ? '' I asked and she looked at her watch then at me 

'' It's almost 3 am now , just sleep for now so you can feel better '' she said moving away and handing me the water cup 

Afte I drunk some water I spoke '' Chae , thank you so much for doing this but I already bothered you enough , just go home your mother would be worried '' I was really feeling apologetic to her , she's always suffering because of me 

'' Nonsense ! Besides, I called my mother hours ago and told her that sleeping at your house because we missed each other a lot ''  

'' Chaerin '' 

'' Yes baby '' 

'' I love you '' I blurted out and held her hand '' I don't know what I would have done without you '' 

She just pinched my nose and laughed then she said '' I love you too and now sleep your body is already weak and need rest '' 

Since I slept a lot all day I wasn't able to sleep after I woke up and apparently so did Chaerin so we kept talking for hours but eventually we feel asleep . That girl was the reason for my happiness and without her, I think I would have died long ago . 

 

 

 

 

The morning quickly came and at like 9 am Seung Hyun came 

'' Good morning  '' he greeted 

'' Good morning handsome '' Chaerin said to which I gave her a glare '' Well since you came , I think I can leave now '' and she quickly took her coat and bag and was at the door '' I'll leave now but I'll visit you soon , bye '' she run away before I could even get what was happening .

 

The whole atmosphere was awkward until he spoke '' How are you feeling ? '' How do I feel ? I really wanted to yell at hi but he was lucky because the doctor came in 

'' Goog morning Mrs.Choi , how do you feel today ? '' the doctor cheerfully asked 

'' Good morning doctor , I am feeling better . Can I leave ? '' I really didn't like being in hospitals they made me even sicker if that's possible 

He smiled '' Someone is eager  to go home '' he teased and I gave him a light smile '' Well your tests all came out good there's nothing serious and as I said before to your husband it was all due to the over stress and anxiety '' he looked at the papers in his hands then turned to Seung Hyun 

'' You can take your wife home Mr.Choi , just make sure she stays away from all kind of stress , she also have to eat well and have enough sleep at night . Make sure she rests well , I won't give her any medicine but if this happened again I'll give her some pills and hopefully I won't have to '' he then turned back to me '' Glad to see you well , please take care of yourself '' and then he left and the awkwardness is back 

'' Leave '' 

'' What ? why ? '' he asked 

'' Um ... I need to change '' and of course when he was standing there 

His eyes widen in realization and then he coughed awkwardly '' Do you want me to call the nurse to help you ? '' he questioned to which I shook my head and after that , he left .

 

After few minutes , I was finally ready to leave and that was when he entered again 

'' Ready ? '' he asked and I nodded . I was still feeling a little nauseous due to the painkillers and to my surprise , Seung Hyun came and held my hands with one if his hands and he put the other on my back and he was helping me walking since I refused to sit in the wheelchair . I was taken aback with what he did and I kept looking at him wide-eyed . It was the first time I was that close to him and he looked ... handsome . Kim Ji Hyun what the hell are you thinking ?! and I shouldn't forget that he's one of the reasons I was in the hospital but I just don't seem to do that ... 

 

We reached the car and he was still helping me and I was really confused . Just yesterday , he was ignoring me and all and now he's this nice . It was suspicious . Is feeling guilty ? but I don't want any pity from anyone and especially from him ! 

As soon as he was in the driver seat , I said 

'' Stop treating me like this '' and I laid my head on the window 

'' You're the one who wanted me to be nice to you , and now you don't like that ? '' he asked 

'' Yes , I didn't ask you to do that because you're feeling guilty '' I turned and looked at him , and as I expected he couldn't even look at me in the eyes '' I am not an idiot and don't worry it's not because of you that I am this stressed , it's just ... '' I didn't know what to say '' It's just , that many things happened and you just was an add to them '' he didn't say anything and I expected him to stay silent . 

 

He started to drive , then he spoke '' I didn't tell your parents , I didn't want them to get worried '' 

'' That's better , I don't want to hear their questions about what happened '' I actually was wondering , why none of my parents called or visited and that explained it . 

 

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cool_fire77
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Chapter 46: just read for the second time....enjoyed it just as much as the first time! ty
21bangyen
#2
Chapter 19: Kyaaaa.... Short DaraGon in this chappie.. And I kinda don't want to kick Tabi's anymore so here I am and can comment peacefully...
ThatFanGirlA #3
Chapter 43: I wonder if I can vote twice ;-)
ThatFanGirlA #4
Chapter 35: God the fluff
I LOVE IT SO MUCH
ThatFanGirlA #5
Chapter 24: Rereading this story, I notice when people are telling him not to let go of Ji hyun is actually foreshadowing for what's about to come
kripterya
#6
Chapter 43: 3AM here but I couldn't fall asleep without reading your story till the end. I loved it and please write more because you are really good at this.
JokerAtWork #7
Chapter 41: Seriously this fic is such a roller coaster. I think everything's going great and then BAM! Drama. I need to keep reading but I had to stop to breathe for a second!!!!
feesungi
#8
Chapter 16: Wahh...if i an jihyun.i dont no wheter i cn tolerate himmm..sobsob