Jackson has always loved Jaebum. It really isn't hard to tell. The amount of love and respect he has for him could be seen even by the world's biggest fool.

His slight to long stares, and slight to long lingering touches. He really thought Jaebum liked him back. He was so certain , he would've bet his life on it. Being best friends and all, he thought he knew what Jaebum was feeling.

He obviously was wrong, when he wakes up early in the morning only to scramble to the bathroom, feeling as if he's about to be sick.

He wretches once, twice and continuously until he can taste vile rising up his throat and something else, something soft yet big enough to hurt him. There are unshed tears in his eyes, and he's hacking and choking, until he finally coughs it out. Coughing and heavily breathing Jackson tried to get his breathing back into control.

Deep Breath In. Deep Breath Out.

He peaks into the toilet bowl to see what it was that almost killed him. That's when the tears truly start falling. There lies a perfectly intact whole sweet pea floating innocently in the water.

Jackson feels as if his world just crashed down to the ground to nothing but a pile of rubble and dust. He can only say one thing to describe the situation.

"Oh ."