3. I like him!

It has already been a month since Mark moved in together with Jinyoung, he will do all the house work when Mr. Park were at home, but when Jinyoung’s father weren’t at home the younger will help Mark with the house work. They become really close friends and they always take care of each other, Jinyoung will help Mark with history and the older will help the younger with math.

It was lunch time and all them 7 ate together, Mark sat beside Jinyoung and the younger have Youngjae on his other side, BamBam, Yugyeom, JB and Jackson sat in front of them. Yugyeom have BamBam on his lap and they were feeding each other.

“Open your mouth….aaaah….” BamBam said and feed Yugyeom a spoon of cake

“Are they a couple?” Mark asked in low voice near Jinyoung’s ear and it made the younger let out a laugh

“Mark-hyung, you are really slow to get these things, they have been so obviously and you didn’t knew before know?” Jinyoung laughed and said

“I thought that they were just bestfriends…….” Mark said while pouting his lips

“You are really cute when you are pouting hyung…….” Jinyoung said and pinched the older on the cheek and Mark blushed of the younger’s action

“Hey, what are you guys talking about?” JB stared at them and asked

“It’s nothing…...” Mark answered fast and it just made Jinyoung laugh more

‘Why didn’t I felt irritated of his laugh when he is laughing of me, why do he look so beautiful and handsome when he is laughing. Why do I like his wrinkles that comes under his eyes when he is laughing so much?’ Mark thought and looked at the younger, Jinyoung started to laugh louder and some other student start to look over at their table.

 “Stop laughing everyone is looking….” Mark said and ended up to cover the younger’s mouth with his hand to stop Jinyoung laughing. Mark felt something wet on his hand and it was Jinyoung who is the older hand, Mark let go right away and Jinyoung started to laugh again. They were having all fun where Jinyoung tickle Mark and try to make the older laugh too while Mark trying to stop the younger. Mark grabs the younger’s hands and Jinyoung tried to escape from the older hold. While they were in their own world, they didn’t realise that everyone was looking at them especially a pair of eyes who stare at them with anger.  

“Guys, it’s enough……” JB commented and Jinyoung stopped laughing looking at JB who didn’t seems to happy. JB looked away from their eye contact and kissed Jackson on the lips and they started to make out, Jinyoung looked down and Mark just looked at the younger. The older didn’t know why, but he felt something were wrong between the younger and JB.

“Ewwww……JB-hyung you told Jinyoung-hyung and Mark-hyung to stop their lovely dovely act, but you start making out with Jackson…..ewwww” BamBam said and made a disgusted face

“What lovely dovely…..” Jinyoung whined and face all red

“Hahahah…….hyung come on, you two looked so in love…..” Yugyeom commented and Mark blushed too, when they two were blushing and everyone is laughing of them two, JB stands up and leaves

“Baby, where are you going?” Jackson shouted

“I’m going to toilet” JB shouted back without looking back, Jackson stands up and follow the older while Jinyoung sitting there looked at the couple who leaves the group.

…………

All of them 7 went to karaoke since it was weekend and they were having a lot of fun, there were now JB’s turn to sing, he slangs his hand around Jinyoung’s shoulder and both looked happily. Jinyoung and JB looked at each other and smiling widely, the younger were showing his wrinkles under his eyes. Mark stares at them both with a ‘not so happy’ face, the older finds that Jinyoung always stare at JB and likes to cling on him, the older didn’t know why, but it made him jealous. Mark felt like he cannot breathe so he went out of the room, he went to sat on a bench outside of the building to have some fresh air. After a while the older felt someone sat beside him and it was Jinyoung.

“Why you come out, don’t you want to sing?” Jinyoung asked, he leans his head on the bench and stare at the sky, it was dark and full of stars

“You like him right?” Mark looked down and started “JB?” he finally asked

“Mhm…. yeah…...I do…...” Jinyoung didn’t know why he were so honest with the older, liking JB was one of his biggest secret, but he just confidently told Mark

“He like you too right?” Mark asked and it made the younger let out a small laugh

“I thought you were slow to notice things like this, no one from the group had noticed, but you did…. hahaha……” Jinyoung laughed and Mark knew that the younger’s laugh was fake, he just trying to cover his sadness

“Why are JB with Jackson when he likes you?” Mark need to know the truth, he wants to know why

“Because he deserves him more…...I’m a monster…...of course he should choose Jackson….”

“Monster?” Mark lifted his head and looked at the younger confused not knowing what Jinyoung actually meant

“Do you want to hear a story?” Jinyoung asked still without looking at the older

“Ok, sure….”

“Once upon a time there were a little boy named Junior, he loves his mother or……I don’t know. Anyway he was a spoiled brat, he doesn’t like to clean after himself, he is stubborn, he will have everything for himself, don’t like to share and he need to get what he wants right away, if he didn’t get it he will be mad and destroy things in the house they were living. On the boy’s 10^th birthday his mother brought a strawberry cake, but he wanted chocolate and it need to be made by his favourite baking chef from a really expensive bakery. It rained outside and his mother take Junior with him to the bakery, but the chef went to holiday. Junior become mad and yelled at his mother in the middle of the road, he shouted, hit his mother and pushed her. His mother lost the balance and fell on the floor in the driving road……a big car came in fast speed…...and……and…...she died….” Jinyoung stopped and there were tears running down his cheek “On his mother’s funeral the boy didn’t even let out a single tear……he is a monster, he is a devil, he didn’t love his mother, he doesn’t deserves to be loved” Jinyoung started again and cried harder

‘Of course you deserve to be loved…. you are an angel not a devil…...I like you…. I love you’ Mark said in his mind and started to wipe the younger’s tears with his hand. Jinyoung turned his head and looked at Mark, they eye met, but both stayed silence

“He confessed to me one time, long time ago, but I rejected him….” Jinyoung started again and Mark just nodded “Do you know why Jackson deserve him and do you know why Jackson are so rude to new people?” The younger asked and Mark just shook his head

“Jackson confessed to JB-hyung, but JB-hyung told him that he needed some time, it was actually few months after JB-hyung confessed to me. Jackson wasn’t rude to new people before, he was always open and friendly to new people. There was once he got friend with a new guy and he introduced him to our group, we all got friendly with the new guy, but there was something that guy was hiding from us. He didn’t want to befriend with us or Jackson from the start, he just used Jackson to get near JB-hyung, an enemy of JB-hyung’s family hired him to get near us and get rid of JB-hyung. That guy had planned everything and was ready to kill JB-hyung, there were only JB-hyung and him in the room, he pulled out a knife and was about to kill hyung…..Jackson looked for JB-hyung and saw what that guy was about to do so he hurried and pushed JB-hyung away and Jackson got cut by the knife. The guy got caught by police and Jackson wasn’t badly injured either…..when Jackson were at hospital…..JB-hyung said ‘yes’ to be in relationship with Jackson, from that day Jackson become very wary and rude to new people, scare of someone going to hurt JB-hyung……JB-hyung deserves an angel like Jackson who use his life to protect him…..not me…….a devil who takes away other peoples life…..”  Jinyoung said and he sobbed hard, he buried his face on his hand and he was shivering. Mark hugged the younger tightly and Jinyoung leans his head on the older shoulder

"You are not a devil Jinyoung-ah, it was an accident, it wasn’t you who killed your mother, it was the driver…..you deserve to be loved too…..” Mark said, he broke the hug and pulls the younger’s hand away from his face and made Jinyoung face him.

Mark caressed Jinyoung’s face and he leaned closer and closer to the younger, the older closed his eyes and Jinyoung felt something soft and wet touched his lips. The younger widen his eyes at first, but he slowly closed his eyes and kissed the older back

‘Why am I kissing Mark-hyung back? What am I doing? Why can’t I stop? Why do I enjoy the kiss so much? Do I like Mark-hyung, but…..’ Jinyoung asked all those questions in his mind

The kiss quickly become a passionate and Mark bit the younger’s lower lips, made Jinyoung let out a moan and the older use the chance to slide his tongue inside the younger’s mouth and Jinyoung welcomed it with his own tongue. Jinyoung put his hands on the older waist and pulled Mark closer, while they were enjoying the kiss the were a pair of eyes who’s stared at them full of anger.