[CONTENTID1] Spin. Spin. Stop.

(2016 - October)[/CONTENTID1]

[CONTENTID2]

He is my ruination. Oh so-ing-perfect Sehun. He is in this rain. Not real rain, it was performance. Damn me. Plus, he’s blonde. WHO THE HECK SUGGEST THE IDEA ANYWAY?

Junmyun is losing his mind now at One and Only time.

Sehun is always a kid to him. He said that once in broadcasting. But it’s a lie. True that Sehun is very childish and clingy when he’s with him. No one can argue is Maknae is smoking hot. Especially right now. Water dripping down on his face, his white shirt, soaking wet. He is literally shirtless. That stupid shirt is not covering anything.

Sehun is the only one I could think about at the after-party.

My face is kinda flush, my mind kept going back to 2 years ago when Sehun attacked me in my own bedroom. It’s when I realized I love this baby Sehun with all my heart.

“Suho-shi, Suho-shi?”

“Suho-shi.”

I finally glanced at the stylist that is calling my name. I was annoyed because she took me away from my moment with my Sehun in my mind of course.

“Ne?”

“Did you over-do the blusher?” She called to the makeup-artist that fixed me up before. She is ready to scold her to make my cheek looked too pink. The makeup-artist face looked like she’s about to cry. I try to help her out.

“No, it was the heat.”

Obvious lie.

“Really?”

I touched my own cheek and it was hot. Thinking about Oh Sehun makes me like this.

The stylist send the makeup-artist back to her place and she took a step towards me with an ice-towel.

“Put this on your face and neck, this would help the heat.”

I am about to take the towel from her but she put the towel herself. She is leaning towards me too little too closed. She is touching my face indirectly but I felt like she cross the line. I don’t want to rude. I am thinking my brains out how to make it polite and make her get away from me.

Her one hand is on the right side of my neck which sends me down the chills. The towel is cold. Her other hand is on the left side of my cheek which makes me looked down to her. She is looking up me like I am her whole world.

God. Please. Someone help me out of this.

“Does it make it better?”

“Wh..what?”

Better, how? It’s the worse!

“The heat. Is it cooling down?”

“Yeahhh… it is cold.”

THIS IS SUPER AWKWARD.

“Junmyun?”

Is she the Flash? As soon as Chanyeol make his entrance to us, she moved away from me in a blink. WOW.

“Chanyeol, hey!”

I gladly went to Chanyeol.

“Hyung, everyone’s waiting for you. Let’s head out.”

“Yes, let’s go.”

I can’t wait to get the hell out of this place. I took Chanyeol’s hand and walked too fast, almost close to running.

“You definitely save me Chanyeol. Thank you. I owe you one!” I said in gratitude as soon as we reached to the van.

“Don’t thank me. Thank Sehun.” Chanyeol laughs and shook his head as he went into the van. Like Chanyeol said, everyone is here in the van.

I sat in the van, took the only seat left, which is next to Sehun.

Earlier, Chanyeol words make me think should I or should I not talk to Sehun what it was about?

Sehun is closing his eyes, resting his head on window so, I can clearly see his face. The dark circles. The moles. The perfect and y moles on his milky white complexion.

“Chan Yeol said…”

I attempt to talk to Sehun which doesn’t end up well.

“DON’T. Talk to me.” Sehun opened his eyes which are filled with rage and murderous.

I was dumbfounded. What did I do wrong? But I kept my mouth shut.

“Where are we heading, Hyung?” Baekhyun asked with a loud voice from the back.

“Restaurant.” Manager Hyung answered boringly.

“IT means spending money without opening our pockets right?” He gained numerous laughs from everyone in the van. Even maknae gave in and smile a little, without opening his eyes.

“Are you hungry?”

I asked Sehun, remembering his habit of not eating much in the day but always hungry at night. I was ignored of course. I don’t want Sehun not to have fun just because I am around. Because lately, whenever I’m around, he shut his mouth tightly not uttering a word to anyone who is talking with me. He stayed in our room, most of the time.

When the van stopped, I stepped out first to give Sehun space he wants. It breaks my heart. But what can I do? That’s on me. I am the one to blame.

I didn’t realize the staffs are also joining the dinner. I spotted the Stylist from earlier, making her way TO ME.

Damn it.

At that moment, Sehun stood next to me. This is when I noticed his height. Our maknae Sehun has got really tall.

“Hyung, what are you doing? Let’s go in.” Jongin put his hand on my shoulder. I was still admiring Sehun from the side.

Sehun glared at Jongin’s hand on Junmyun’s shoulder. Junmyun’s eyes met with Sehun for a brief second but Sehun went inside without another word.

“Nothing, yeah, let