[CONTENTID1]He LEFT

(2014 - May)[/CONTENTID1]

[CONTENTID2]

“Get Out!” I shouted.

It’s like everything is crumbling down. Everything I believe in, everything I am proud of, Kris. How could he do this to me?

The door behind me close. But I felt another presence in the room.

“I am not in the mood, Kyungsoo. Leave me alone.”

“I… I am Sehunnie, Hyung.”

I turned my head to see the frightened maknae. I once loved him. I will always love him somehow, I think. My heart softened. I calmed myself down. Even though I currently in a relationship with Kris, my heart can’t seem to abandon Se Hun. Not completely. Also I am still the leader. I can’t let my members down. I don’t want to let Sehun down.

“What’s the matter?” I try to act as calm as I could. For Sehunnie.

Sehun seemed relieved at the change of my voice.

“Hyung, are you ok?”

“Of course I am. I’m sorry I shouted earlier. Go and be with Luhan. Hyung is fine.”

Se Hun frowned. He sit on the empty bed which was once Kris’s.

“Manager Hyung couldn’t contact Kris. He turned off his phone.”

I know, I called him like thousand times and got ignored. It was 5 days before my birthday. Kris promised that…  

I nodded.

“I’m sorry, Hyung. Manager Hyung wants me to tell you that… the company is suing Kris and will kick him out of EXO.”

“WHAT?”

I immediately stand up and ready to go to the office. They can’t do that.

“Hyung, don’t.” Se Hun hold me back.

“They can’t do that, Hun. They can’t just kick Kris out of our team. We are One!”

“Hyung…”

Sehun pulled me into his arms. I am struggling to get out and go to the company. I want to explain. I want to tell them that they mistook Kris. Kris will never do that. He and I are going to do something special, Kris promised something special on Myun’s birthday. Yes, that’s how Yifan called me, Myun.

“Why?” I cried in Sehun’s arms. His embrace somehow lessen my pain. I let go of my mask. I don’t want to act calm now. I am not calm. It’s opposite.

“For now, don’t think too much. For now, just rest. Okay? You have me. You will always have me.” Sehun lead me to the bed. We both lie down on my bed.

I did not realize I was gripping Sehun’s shirt till he tried to move to get up. And I don’t want to let go of him. I don’t want to be alone. Sehun’s eyes met mine. He kissed me softly on the temple, the thing he used to do back in trainee days. I closed my eyes, let him hug me. And I fall asleep.

Sehun is there when I woke up. As much as I am thankful for Maknae support yesterday, I felt ashamed. I am older. I am an adult. I am the leader. I ing didn’t act like one.

I looked at the phone. Still nothing from Kris.

I am too tired to cry and too depressed to go online. Rumors, articles, criticisms and lawsuits. I hate every goddamn thing that is badmouthing Kris, my boyfriend.

Instead, he