I know that it's been a while since I've written but I want to share this to you since you are my precious diary. And damn it, I will hid you well from now on because I've got no time for another teasing again from Jimin and Jungkookie.

Well, uhm... these past few days, i'm getting really frustrated of Jin hyung. He never notice my advances! It was so bloody obvious that the other members already knew what I feel for him. Uh... wait. Maybe he dOESN'T LIKE ME??? oH MY GOSH PLEASE NO I WILL OFFER YOU ALL MY GUCCI THINGS JUST NOOOOOOOOOOOO

anyways, last time, I asked if we could shower again. Jin hyung smiled at me and nodded. The bath was gAAAAAAAAHHHH I'M BLUSHING AREN'T I? [please insert flailings and squealings here] it's been a long time since we took a shower together and i'm really happy we did again hehe lucky me :D and now, i'm watching some you-know-what videos and i'm trying to study how to properly do it with a guy (is this even normal). how does those big even fit on someone's ??? i mean, a big poop was already painful.... but it looks like it's also good for the bottom......... aaaaaAAAAAAAAA should i ask someone? any hyung here???

wait bye i need to concentrate