6. The Choice! 

Mark came home after crying at his office, Jackson was sitting at the couch waiting for Mark. The older didn't know what to say he just wanted to head to his room and avoid his husband, but Jackson's voice stopped him. 

"We need to talk Mark......" Jackson said calm  

"Yeah, maybe we should....." Mark knew that he can't avoid this talk forever, he head to sit beside the younger on the couch 

"How long have you been cheating on me with Jinyoung?...." Jackson asked after a long silence 

"Two months, I'm sorry.....I'm sorry that I cheated on you...but I really love Jinyoung....." Mark looked down and said, don't know how to face the younger 

"I know, I can see that......I was mad when I first find out, I punched him, warned him and had a big fight with you.....but when I have calmed down, there were then I realised that I don't have the right to be mad, who am I to have the right when I did what I did......"  

"What do you mean?......" Mark finally looked at the younger and asked 

"Do you remember our first anniversary......that you forgot it and flied to China for a project?"  

"Yeah....." 

"I felt lonely, I was sad, mad.....and I cheated on you......"  

"YOU WHAT!......" Mark shouted shocked  

"I drank a lot and I called BamBam to come over and we had ......we first said that it was just a mistake and one nightstand......but....." 

"BUT?........" Mark asked confused  

"I felt lonely....you were always busy and you don’t have time for me.....BamBam was always there for me, he comfort me, joke around with me, laugh with me, cry with me....and...." 

"And you fell in love with him? You guys got together?....." Mark broke Jackson's sentence and asked 

"Not exactly.....we are friends with benefits......we have when we both wanted, but It's just that.........Mark-hyung, I really love you, I can break everything with BamBam, can you do the same with Jinyoung?.....Please" Jackson holds Mark's hands and pleaded with tears falling down his cheek 

"Do you know what.....I felt so guilty......guilty for have cheated on you and broke two man's heart.......but after hearing what you said I felt relief for some reason.........we both cheated on each other......you felt lonely and I fell in love with Jinyoung.....maybe it is better this way, lets get our divorce......"  Mark said without looking at the younger 

"NO honey, I love you please give me one more chance, give our marriage one more chance......" Jackson pleaded, eyes full of tears 

"Jackson, do you really love me, you felt lonely when you were with me and I won't be less busy just because of this, I'm the CEO of the company, there are thousands of thing I need to take care of everyday. You have been cheating on me for a whole year, ask yourself Jackson, do you really have no feelings toward BamBam?" Mark stands up and said looking at Jackson who is in his thought. 

"Do I?....." Jackson mumbled  

"Jackson close your eyes....." Mark said and Jackson closed his eyes. "You're now in a Island, no one is with you, there is no people beside or near you and you need to live there alone the rest of your life. If you could choose one person you can take with you and live there with you, who would it be?......."  

"BamBam........" Jackson said and opened his eyes looked at Mark 

"Maybe divorce really is the right choice, I will get the divorce paper ready, I'm the lawyer after all......" Jackson said and stands up 

"I'm sorry......and thank you Jackson, I hope that you will become happy with BamBam and will never feel lonely anymore....." Mark said and hugged the younger  

"And I hope you will find Jinyoung soon and be happy with him, I'm sorry that I punched him and warned him to leave you...." Jackson said and hugged the older back 

After the long talk Jackson decided to sleep over at BamBam's house and confess his feelings toward the younger and left Mark alone at the house. He couldn't sleep that night, his mind was filled of Jinyoung and the older cried again.  

…...... 

Jinyoung is sitting at beach watching the sunset, he moved back to his hometown Jinea, where he lived before, when he was a kid. The sunset was beautiful, the younger thought about Mark, when they were in Japan and watched the sunset together. He miss the older, but he knew that leaving is the best decision, he can't steal other man's husband.  

'Why can't you be here with me and hug me tightly, watching the sunset with me, why must you be married....." Jinyoung asked in his mind and started to cry, he shrunk himself like a stone and buried his face on his knees and couldn't stop crying. 

Jinyoung felt someone back hugged him and kissed his nape, the younger lifted his head and turned around when he heard the family voice that he missed so much called his name. 

"Jinyoungie, I miss you......." Mark said hugging his lover tightly. Jinyoung broke the hug, stands up and tried to run away, but Mark was faster and grabbed the younger's wrist and pulled Jinyoung back for a tight hug. Jinyoung tried to escape from the hug, but the older was stronger and both ended up crying and hugging each other tightly. 

"I love you so much Jinyoungie, don’t leave me.....please......" Mark said still hugging the younger 

"NO, we can't be together.......Jackson......you are a married man, you are married with Jackson.....it's wrong of us to be together........" Jinyoung said while his tears still falling  

Mark broke the hug and cupped the younger face to make Jinyoung face him and they looked at each others eyes full of longing over each other.  

"I already had a divorce with Jackson......." Mark finally said after a long silence, the older tried to kiss the younger, but Jinyoung pushed Mark away. 

"NO....NO....you can't.....I don't want to destroy your marriage with Jackson......you can't....." Jinyoung shouted and run from the older, but Mark grabbed the younger again and Jinyoung tried to pull his hand away from Mark's grip  

"Listen to me Jinyoungie, let me explain, Jackson already said yes to the divorce....." Jinyoung stopped and looked at the older 

"It's because of me, I destroyed a marriage that suppose to be happy.....it's all my fault…. ...NO......" Jinyoung broke down on knees full of tears and Mark squid down right away and hugged the younger, Jinyoung didn't push the older away this time, he didn't have any strength left. 

"No, it's not your fault, we fell in love baby, it's not fault to fall in love....." Mark rubbed the younger back and said 

"It is.....it is fault to fall in love with a married man......" Jinyoung said still crying 

"Will you feel better if I tell you that Jackson also cheated on me, and it was long before I met you....." Mark said and felt that the younger broke the hug stared at him 

"What do you mean?......."  

Mark told Jinyoung the whole story, about Jackson who cheated on him and what they talked about that night. 

"So Jackson and BamBam......." Jinyoung said confused looked at the older 

"Yeah, and they cheated on me for a whole year, but I didn't noticed at all, isn't it funny...... hahaha........" Mark said and faked a laugh 

"Hyung....." Jinyoung said and rubbed the older back 

"Jinyoungie, I already divorce with Jackson, I'm not longer a married man, can you please give me one more chance........" Mark asked and looked at the younger eyes  

"Yes, hyung......" Jinyoung said and smiled widely, Mark kissed the younger on the lips and non of them wanted to break the kiss.  

Jinyoung finally broke the kiss and both breathed heavily, they looked at each other eyes and Mark the younger's cheek.  

"How did you know that I was here?......." Jinyoung asked and Mark just chuckled  

"It's a secret......" Mark said and hugged the younger tightly  

Flashback 

Jinyoung already left for a month or more exactly 1 month and 15 days, Mark counted. The older already divorced with Jackson, their parents was against the divorce and was really mad, Mark took all the blame, he didn't tell them about Jackson and BamBam, just how he cheated on Jackson. Mark were sitting in his office with some paper work, but his mind can't take off from Jinyoung. Someone knocked at the door and Youngjae came into the office and sat in front of Mark. 

"Sir, can we talk about something that is not related to work?....." Youngjae asked nervously  

"Sure......." Mark said and put the papers down looking at the younger 

"Mhm....about Jinyoung-hyung......" Mark got hope when he heard his lover name 

"You know were Jinyoungie is, where is he?"  

"JB-hyung told me that you divorced with Jackson.....do you only love Jinyoung-hyung?...." Youngjae asked ignoring the older question 

"I asked you first, tell me where my Jinyoungie is....." Mark shouted  

"Answer me first, before I decide to tell you or not......" Youngjae shouted back 

"Of course, I only love Jinyoung....my marriage with Jackson were arrange by our parents, and we fits more as best friends, my heart only belongs to Jinyoung, please tell me where Jinyoungie is, I can't live without him....." Mark said and his tears started to fall 

"I met him, before he left.......he told me to not tell anyone, specific you.....but, since you already divorced and you seems to really love Jinyoung-hyung, I will give you a chance, he is at Jinae, his hometown......." Mark stands up right away after hearing where Jinyoung was and run out of the office to find the younger. 

"HEY I WASN'T DONE TALKING, DON’T HURT JINYOUNG-HYUNG AGAIN......." Youngjae shouted in the back, but Mark didn't stop. Mark got a message from Youngjae and it was Jinyoung's house address in Jinae, he gets in the car and drove to Jinae. 

End of flashback