Feelings
I Shouldn't Love You..."What is that weird feeling inside me?" "Why am I feeling like this?" "Why do I feel like this when I'm with him?"
Those are questions that Park Seungjun, a member of the rookie group KNK, was asking himself each time he was with his bandmate, Kim Jihun. Since their debut, he was having all those questions in his head. When they were doing VLive broadcasts, when they were performing, when they were in backstage even when they were at their dorm, all those questions popped in his mind. Everything began one day when they were filming for their "My KNK Television" series. In one of their first episodes, Seungjun was sitting with Jihun. And out of nowhere the youngest of the two began to act cute. Seungjun felt something in his heart suddenly and didn't know how to act. So, he just pushed Jihun to get those feelings out of him, but the more he was playing with him the more it got worse. Also, when Jihun would come into his room to ask for a back scratch, the older couldn't resist at doing so even if he didn't want to. Seungjun was even doing it by himself without Jihun asking for it. In those moments, the tallest would be unaware of his acts due to what he was feeling inside. He would be blinded and not realize what he was doing, but once he finished his actions he would feel completely lost.
"What was I doing?" "Why am I being like this with him?"
Those questions would popped in his head when these occured. He also noticed that he would often stick to Jihun. Sometimes when Seungjun could get the opportunity, he would sit or be closer to Jihun. It was as if Jihun was a magnet to the taller hyung. When Seungjun realized that he was acting strangely those last months, he would try to be with another member. He would sometimes be with
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