"Everything you hear or see..we will not be bothered by it...we know the truth and that's important..."

everyday as people try to take a peek of whatever we have is truly challlenging..but we are celebrities..we need to endure it...that's why we're wary of every interaction we have..
But as human..it's impossible not to be affected...all those antis and accusation thrown to whoever we love...sometimes it's unbearable.
People may make use of assumptions but what matters most is the truth..

Not so long ago..Dara and Jiyong were spotted together...many events..that people speculating that they are dating...it may hurt me...but our assurance is what i live for...i may be a bit confident of what we have...and what we have is for keeps..and it means...forever...

One Sunday..i woke up without Dara beside me..if there's no scheduled work..we sometimes stay in bed almost whole day...we would also eat in bed...so i wonder where she is..i looked for her..and find her in the most unusual place in the house..the kitchen

"hey babe" i hugged her from behind
"hi...good morning Mr.T.O.P" she kissed me
"what's that?"
"i'm cooking pancake..see how messy i can get..when i'm cooking"
"then why you're doing it?"
she approached me and kissed me and say
"because i love you...so better sit down first mister..lemme finish this..ok"
as she guided me to my chair

looking so happy whiles she's cooking..i'm amused on how she can be so cute...
i was just looking at her while cooking..but something came up to me...
it was sudden..that even me...i was surprised
i stood from where i was sitting...i suddenly hugged her...that made her flinch by surprise..and the words came out from my mouth
"marry me babe"
i could feel she suddenly stopped what she's doing...looked at me..but didn't say a word
as we took our breakfast..silence hovered us...i know her dilemma..but as we lived together...i worked hard to change her views about marriage..that ours will be for keeps..and that's the truth..i love her so much..and nothing will change it...

She kept quiet the whole day...i gave her space...that was the first time i told her about marrying me...the whole scenario kept playing in my mind..i should have thought about it first..but the timing is so perfect..i prayed for this...
dinner came and still no words from her...i know she's thinking about it...i didn't bother her anymore..as we prepare to sleep...she took a bath..and it was a long bath..but for me..getting sleep is a bit difficult since the love of my life is still clouded of our relationship
As the bathroom door swang open..i pretended sleeping..i could hear her footsteps as she approach the bed..but then it halted...i could hear her sniffing...is she crying? i wanted to wake up from my pretend sleeping but she went by our bed and kissed me...and the next words she said is
"i'm sorry Tabi if i reacted like that..i'm sorry...but i hope you understand..i know you do...you're the gentlest and the most giving person i know...and the only person i will love until my last day...i prayed for this...i love you so much...of course i will marry you...no doubt about it...i waited for this day...sorry babe..tomorrow i'll tell you..that i'll marry you"
she kissed me
and i opened my eyes
"you said yes?"
she was shocked...
"what..you're not sleeping"
i stood and i jumped literally out of joy...
"stop it babe..you're making me dizzy"
i grabbed her...and i kissed her...
"so should i call you mrs. choi?"
i earned a slap in my shoulder..
"we're not yet married mister"
"okay..let's plan the wedding now"
"why on a hurry"
"because you might change your mind"
"no..when i said yes..it will be yes...no turning back...no way..wait..you're crying?"
tears escaped from my eyes...it was tears of joy
"i love you Dara future Mrs Choi"
"i love you Mr.Choi"
it may not be the most dramatic proposal a girl could experience but ours is the most memorable and truly to be treasured for