I kept on picturing the kiss . I can't stop thinking about the kiss . It was my first kiss . I can't believe he stole my first kiss . He looks so innocent . I don't even know someone like him is capable of doing something like that . Note to all ladies out there , not all innocent-boys are innocent . They're despicable . They're manipulative. They're smarter than you think they are . THEY AR-

" KIM TAEYEON WHAT IS THE ANSWER FOR THIS QUESTION ? "
" huh what ? err , 15 ? , " I widened my eyes .
" That would be an answer to something else but we are learning english now . Sit down , Miss Kim ."

If I was the old taeyeon , I would've hit that teacher . That incident really made me reflect myself . I have changed . I guess all those rebellious side of me is because of my hatred to my dad . I'm such a bad daughter . I've released all those angers , all those hatred i had throwned it to my mama . Why did I do that ? How did I turn out to be like this ? haish . 

" Are you okay , tae ? You kinda look sick , " she looked at me with concern . 
" I'm fine . Don't worry about it , " I brushed it off with a smile . 

I walked home still with my head thinking about it . I felt a sudden tap on my shoulder . 

" Are you okay ? I'm sorry I did that to you , " Kyuhyun said . I shrugged . I didn't want to think about that right now . All I could think was how much of a ty daughter I am . 

" Is there something bothering you ? " kyuhyun said with concern . 
" Am I a bad person ? cause I feel like it . I dont know what to do , " I sighed .
" I'm sure who you're worrying about doesn't feel that way . You seemed cold , " he puts his jacket on my shoulders . It was sweet of him . It was almost winter at that time . The weather had been cold for days . 
" Thanks . I forgot to bring mine . I hope you're not that cold ? . " He shook his head . We walked through the streets with silent . It was nice to have someone walking with you when you needed them the most . It wasn't awkward , it felt just right . It was what I needed all these while . Just some peace and quiet . We held hands throughout the walk . 

The next morning I decided to wake up early and made breakfast . It had been a long time but I think I am ready for a talk with my mama . I made french toast , half boiled eggs and some peach tea . Mama walked down from upstairs and was surprise seeing me cooking breakfast . She sat down with a weird look on her face . I quickly ran to her and hugged her .

" Mama , Im sorry for all my wrong doings . I'm a bad daughter , I know . I've realized it now . I'm a disgrace to you . Please accept my apology . " Tears came running down my cheeks . My apology was so sincere . I couldn't help but to shed a tear whenever I look at her face . She hugged me tightly like she used to when I was small . I missed it . 

" I'm not mad at you . I still love you , tae . You're the only thing that can calm me down . I love you . " She ruffled my hair and kissed my cheeks . We had a peaceful talk during breakfast . I told her about Kyuhyun . I don't know what we are but I sort of like it . I don't want to keep my hopes high , though . I'm not ready for that . Mama offered a ride to school but I made plans with Kyuhyun . 

I waited outside for Kyuhyun . He arrived with his car . Since he is sick , he can't really afford to do much walking but iI'm not bothered with that . 
 

"Tae , my birthday is coming up ." 
"That's great ! When is it ? . " I couldn't help but to figure out what should I get him . 
" In 2 weeks time ? Will you come ? As my date ? ." He looked at me with those charming eyes .
"Sure . It'll be fun . Where is it held ? ."
"My house of course . Everyone will be there . My parents are dying to meet you , i mean . Not that i told them about you or anything ." He looked around , obviously shy about the statement he just made . 
"I can't wait to meet them ." I smiled . 

Yonghwa's POV 

" Seohyun ! Wait up ! ." I ran towards Seohyun who's riding a bike . 
She looked back and got off her bike . " Neh ? ." 
I shrugged . " Aniyo , I'm sorry for bothering you. " Man up , Yonghwa . This is your chance ! 
" Aniyo , you're not bothering me . So , What's up ? ."
" Listen , Kyuhyun's throwing a birthday party in 2 weeks time . Would you like to be my date ? . "
" Sure ! It'd be fun ! I hope they get a goguma cake , though ." she chuckled . 

I held her bike for her since I thought it would be heavy . I thought , wouldn't it be nice for us to walk together everyday . She's my type of girl . Someone who is innocent yet cheerful . Someone who is totally selfless but she seemed to not know my heart . I dont mean to sound sappy and cheesy but she's so clueless sometimes . The other day , I even bought her a goguma ice cream and all she could do is thank me . She doesn't even show any signs . Sometimes I feel like giving up but whenever I think of her again , my heart just jumpstart and I would go all crazy about this girl again . I think i'm under a goguma love . Nevertheless , I can't wait for our little date even if I have to wait for 2 weeks for the party . It's okay . She's worth the wait . 

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author's note : sorry if its too short i promise its going to be a long one for the next chapter .
let me know what you think about this chapter ! :)