I sit on some table while drinking soju. Working as detective really make me worn out. It not easy to catch criminal all the time. Sometime I got blame on. I’m not alcoholic and I’m not easy to drunk when I drink soju because I know the limit of it.

            “Wonu-ah!”. From afar I can see a couple come to me. Oh! it Jihoon and Seungcheol hyung.

            “What you guys doing over here?”. I ask them. My eyes turn on glasses of soju back.

            “We’re come to celebrate. Our operation today successful. I thought the patient doesn’t have a chance to alive. W e about to give up but then Jihoonnie smack patient’s chest while yelling ‘You need to stay alive!! Your parents wait for you!’ and it was like miracle when that patient heartbeat come alive. Kumao chagiya”. Seungcheol pat Jihoon.

            I just smile gladly but deeper in my heart I am so jealous over them. It make me space out. I miss him. It been 4 years and now I’m already 22 years. I don’t know why I’m so stupid that time. If I holed him at that time, If I said I love him at that time, If... That’s it. I’m done. I’m going home.

            “Hey. Where are you going? We just arrive”. Jihoon ask me

            “Well...I don’t want to stuck with lovebird. It annoy me”. Of course I said as a joke. They just laugh at me and I take my leave.

            I don’t go straight to home because I think I still need to make my stress out. I go into Ferrono Bar adn take a sit. I ask for one whisk.

            From one whisk it become two and three and it become more and more order from me. It not because a stress from work because I still cannot wipe out Mingyu from my head. How my heart miss him too much.

            “Wonu?”. When someone called my name, I take a chance to see but my head spinny and I cant see him properly and then I saw Mingyu face. I miss him too much. I reach out my hand and touch the face.

            “Mingyu...I miss you so much”. Then I passed out.