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The Empty Side of the BedIt has been a whole week since Jihoon started to cage himself in his flat. This meant that it has been a whole week since he broke up with Soonyoung and for some reason, Jihoon couldn't help but to think of his ex-lover.
For the past week, Jihoon spent his days cooped up in his room, staring at the mixtapes and vinyls gifted to him from Soonyoung.
"Let's break up... It's for our own good..." Jihoon recalls.
But as he stared at the only physical memories left of Soonyoung, he started to doubt his own words. Breaking up was never any good and Jihoon knew that... But why, he wonders to himself, why did he do it?
Did he decide to break it off because he couldn't stand how flustered he was around Soonyoung? Or because he couldn't trust how safe he felt in his arms? Maybe it was because he couldn't stand how Soonyoung's gaze could easily make him buckle his knees? Perhaps it could be because of how unsettlingly warm and cozy he felt in his ex-lover's arms?
Or maybe, most likely, did he do it because he couldn't accept how fast he was falling for the older dancer?
Meanwhile, Soonyoung found it difficult to focus on everything that was going on. Afterall, the boy that he liked, maybe even love (yes, present-tense L-O-V
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