Hello, it's been awhile since I've updated but unfortunately I won't be updating this story until next year due to my depression coming back a couple months ago and it getting worse over time. During this time I've been losing interest in everything, not finding inspiration for this story and not putting in effort to do so, having suicidal thoughts, attempting to commit suicide in multiple ways and also self harming which was the only thing I was focusing on causing my grades to drop and not putting in effort in my school work, music, art and not wanting to do anything but be sad and alone. But recently I've been getting help so sometime in January I will be updating. But until then, this is goodbye for now. Happy New Years!