Tao woke up in a rather disturb manner .. A noise in some way that came from  the living room . Hearing the same noise over and over again Tao just stared at the ceiling lifelessly feeling his heart broke again and again by the same person he love ..or rather he once loved . Tao tried to block the moans of a unsurprisingly calling the name of his husband ..ah. Husband ..how that word sounds so wrong ..very wrong for a person like Yifan but what  are the odds Fate is such a . And again the that Yifan is currently banging is very loud . Tao keeps hearing the grunts , moans and all of the and it gets really annoying . While He tries to block the sound of his heart being broken .

"It's my fault for falling in love with him when all he ever do is break my heart over and over again "

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Kyungsoo tries to remember why do they have to suffer such sad fate , He tried to remember when was the last time they were truly happy . When was the last time he was happy . Kyungsoo sighed at his selfishness knowing that his friend ..his brothers suffers more than him .As he saw himself in the mirror .. A great disgust was written on his face he saw how ugly , how unworthy , useless , Hideous he is . Maybe Jongin is right . Maybe he is not needed here anymore ...after all the world will still spin even if he disappear .

Tsk Tsk ., he draw another ugly , red line in his arm again ...such an ugly line and no one even saw it.

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Bakhyun runs his beautiful fingers to his hair as he remembered Chanyeol's taunting words . Sometimes he wonders why Chanyeol keeps saying those ugly words to him. He gets it , he definitely understands it , He is used to it  being small , loud , fragile , and probably stupid and all of that . He gets it but there is no need to tell him , to shoot it to him and to make him Feel like a every ing day he lives after all he ing gets it  no added . Now he sometimes wonders what life is / will be if he never lived and died instead .

Another tears has fallen yet again .

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Yixing walks to the dimness of the palace they lived . Being a good friend and brother he is , he wants to check his only family ( even though they are not related by blood ) especially Kyungsoo . Although he is the only one who has a decent ( not good nor bad ) relationship with Junmyeon he still doesn't trust Junmyeon . Sure I mean Junmyeon has everything a girl can dream .He sometimes doubt his fate , after all Yixing doesn't deserve Junmyeon .

As he walks though the darkness of the hallway Yixing hugged the unicorn plush That Junmyeon gave when they were younger . Although Junmyeon may not remember it but he remembers it very clearly . He saw the kitchen lights are on being a curious man he is . He silently looks at the slightly ajar space of the door .

Oh man how wrong it is to peek , how painful his heart is and probably will always be . He didn't deserve Junmyeon at all . He just saw Junmyeon kissing a woman .

The little unicorn that holds the precious memories of a lonely boy was left forgotten on the floor with the owner crying silently away. 

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They are fighting again . Just how many times did Luhan and  Sehun  over some petty things ?. They never did agree on anything . But sadly fate wanted them to be together . Luhan didn't want to fight anymore . He had enough of Sehun's remarks . He made a quite remark on him already . And there does Sehun blabbering about how fate is such a to him , for having Luhan as a husband . Luhan did not talk anymore . He just sat there looking at the floor and let Sehun's words sank to him . He is so definitely done . Slowly slowly his tears gather but Luhan doesn't need Sehun to see him cry . Sehun sighed and walk away leaving Luhan a crying mess . 

All that has been left is the scar on his broken heart and a mouthful of hurtful words and yet here he is crying and no one else notice but himself .

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Here they are again not talking Minseok sometimes wonders what would his reaction if Jongdae actually talks and smile at him , Will he be happy , shocked or cry ?  But of course that won't happened after all they were bound not by love but fate itself . And yet Jondae always laugh and smile with his friends but not him ..his friends ..ah his friends are a total jerk and probably Jongdae too . Minseok tries to strike a conversation but all he receive is  tons of glare and a cold shoulders and went to bed . Why was he here in the first place when Jongdae doesn't even acknowledge his existence . Maybe his cheeks or height or probably his whole existence that Jongdae hates or probably despise the most .

He didn't notice the sad  eyes and a deep apology for not showing his love following him until he falls Asleep weeping leaving the other dying a little more inside.

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Hello ... I just wanted to say I'm terribly sorry in advance because Honestly speaking I don't know what will be the flow of this story..

I'm new to this wizardry .. So I really don't know how to use this thing so forgive me... Also English is not my first language so please bear with me and also I'm sorry for the cursing and some inappropriate language... I think I will change this to rated M I dunno.. I still don't know how the story goes... Also... I would like to apologize in advance if the story is out of place and just so random... Thank you and I hope that you, will enjoy it