"Let's try to be the best for each other..."

HYUNGSIK POV:

I can still remember that day when Ryeowook answered me with his sweetest 'yes.' It was 9th of November - 7 days before my birthday when we became an official couple.

At first, I am worried that our relationship won't work out. I have many doubts - about me, about him and about the people around him. He has a lot of suitors for crying out loud. I cannot just sit here and not worry about guys and girls trying to get what is mine!

Whenever Ryeowook goes out, I always worry that he might be seeing another guy. I am paranoid, I know that. And I easily get jealous.

One time, he caught me checking on his phone without asking for permission.

He went really really mad at me and we almost broke up because of ny stupidity and jealousy.

"Don't you trust me? I thought you love me? What are you doing? Why are you doubting my love for you? Don't you believe me?"

...these exact words stabbed me.

And seeing his face drenched with fresh tears makes it more heartbreaking for me.

"I love you.... i love you so much... but I don't know if you love me just as much.. I'm afraid, Ryeowook. There are a lot of guys out there who can do better than me, who is richer and more handsome than me.. I'm afraid you'll find a better p