I have found myself being reminded of how thankful i am to have the parents that i do. Because of that i am making sure to tell and show my parents how much i love them allot more now. They already knew, but i feel it sometimes should be said. Always let your parents know that you love them, because they won’t be here as long as you.

So, my cable is out right now, which means my internet is out. It’s also Saturday, so im not only unable to watch toonami, but im not able to host the toonami room i usually do. I know skyver will be probably taking care of it. I don’t like missing toonami, so i am going to stay up until 3:30 am and see if the cable returns. If so, yay! With this time of my internet out, not only have a done this journal entry, but i also managed to do another chapter for my story “my love for you”. So at least something is done. Though i don’t really see myself writing until 3:30 am. If this was a college essay, i might be, but since im fully aware that it is not school related, my heart is being a bit lazy. That usually why stuff doesn’t even get typed up because my heart usually doesn’t want to. I might like writing, and doing stories, but putting out something everyday is a bit…. It’s pressure. I know im not being pressured into doing any of the stories, i wrote then because i wanted to in the first place, but once i get fans on it, i feel like i have a duty or an obligation to those fans to put out another chapter. I love having fans on my story, urg, im so contrary of myself, I don't want you guys to stop reading my stuff, but i hate the pressure. I guess i will just have to deal with it. I do think about the fans after all. Sometimes im just going to have to kick myself in gear. That is going to be a fun battle