MEMORY : JENA

DO I REALLY LOVE YOU?

 

 

The first thing that i felt was a little bit pain that lingers at my head then after that the brightness of the sun that shines on the window of our room

Well i try not to look at the side of the window..my eyes is not yet that awake i mean im not that totally awake but im starting to

My eyes open properly only to see the seiling of the room

the ceiling is quite high...at my motion i notice that

i'm about to lift myself up when i stop as i realize something are at my hands

i move my head to the right  only to see Momo holding my hand while she's sleeping lying her head on my side 

then to the left it's Mina holding my hand too

what are these two doing? i thought

i slowly move their hand not to wake them up but before i could even they woke up so alertively

Momo look at me while i smile at her

"Good morning" i greeted first

"are you alright Jun-san?" that made me look at Mina

my brows lifted up then nodded again

"im alright, why?" i held myself and look at it if something happens to me coz they are asking weirdly

"Are you sure?" this time it's momo with that worried face

this is weird i thought while looking at both of them

"i said im fine" i laugh a little then stretch my hands

"this day is our performance right?" i asked changing that weird conversation that they started...

well i didnt know what's up with that but i didnt mind it at all.

i stood up and went to get something but along with that mina and momo had this thing that they are keeping but of course they decided not to tell it to me...they just stay in silent and look at each other trying to make it as nothing

 


 

The thing is something happen.....

the people who will watch us peform  had back out for the reason that they just dont want it....

Kyungho told us while we are on the training room as he called for us that someone is sabotaging the company and they think it's inside from the company too

They are stealing the songs that is already set to be released just waiting for an artist to get it or an info from inside the company is being  spied at well it's easy to think that only inside the company are the ones who can get those kinds of information and us trainees are not safe from being suspected....

 

"it's a waste" Dahyun throw the papers that she's holding

"it's alright there's a next time" Chaeyoung seem to assure while our team are standing at the practice room

"All of a sudden it turns like this somethings really wrong" it's jeongyeon this time who is sitting and leaning herself on the mirror

NAyeon gritted her teeth a little

"but we cant do anything about it" Nayeon said

"maybe we should just wait" jihyo calmly said as she pick up the papers Dahyun throw

Sana shook her head 

 

we are on that position when the door open revealing Song Shinhae with her group

 

Nayeon rolled her eyes at the sight of her

"let's go guys" NAyeon said trying to avoid these girls who cause trouble the other day

 

Shinhae grin then shook her head as all of us prepare to leave...

"the losers are leaving give way to them" SHinhae in a mocking tone started that

Dahyun who already lose her cool because of the bad news try to move and take the bait of Shinhae but my hand held her down

she look at me that i shook my head indicating that she shouldnt take their stupid words

Dahyun get it that she just puffed out some stress out breath

 

we started to leave when Shinhae won't stop herself...

"by the way i saw two girls doing some malicious acts at the playground yesterday"

i stop my steps same with momo...

i felt nervous

did she see us? i thought...

stupid......i curse at myself....i shouldnt have done things like that outside public places...damn!!!

i try to walk while momo held my hand like she's saying that it's alright..

shinhae smirk as she saw that...

"what can you say about that Jun-shii?"

she's mocking me

the members look at me while my hand held momo's hand tightly

this is bad....what is this woman's problem?

well i cant seem to think..if i blurt out stupid it can affect the group and momo and i dont want to say something

 

"stop this shinhae" it's Nayeon with that look like it isnt her i mean Nayeon is a total silly and dork but right now she's like a serious nayeon...

Shinhae laugh while her shoulders shrugging up and down coz she thinks it's hilarious

"what im just asking Jun what's wrong about that?" 

Nayeon scoffed out

"shut up"

Nayeon spat out that Jeongyeon held her hand coz she know that Nayeon is getting started

shinahae shook her head....

"well maybe these newcomers are the one's leaking the companies info afterall this isnt happening when they werent around before"

 

her eyes look at me

"i bet its Jun"

thats so straightforward accusation that everyone on the group didnt took that easy

they all turn back to look

"what's your problem?" DAhyun finally get ahead and no one stop her this time

shinhae shrugged her shoulders

"or maybe its you" she added next that Dahyun sneered then glare at her..dahyun breathed to take a chance then

she pushed shinhae that the latter fell off

the other girls she's with help shinhae up

"dont start something or else ill scratch your face away!!!" Dahyun in anger said that

"is that so little squirt" shinhae wont stop

"what did you say?" Dahyun's eyes are streaking

"unnie stop it" chaeyoung try to stop Dahyun

somi together with Chaeyoung try to persuade Dahyun to stop

shinhae stood up then look at me next

 she dusted her clothes

"let's go" she ask the girls she's with

they all left

 

Dahyun puffed out some air in total frustration...

"what is that girls problem seriously?" Dahyun is really angry

 

i am just quiet the whole time...

well it's kinda trouble if i say it...

shinhae saw me and momo at the playground....this is something thats worrying me

 


 

I was at the rooftop sitting on the end part holding onto the rails trying to rest my mind coz seriously i still feel the lingering pain on my head adding that shinhae saying those things...

the door of the rooftop open without me realizing it...

it was mina 

her face brighten up when she saw me there like she got relieved...

she decided to walk and go towards me

"Are you alright?" i heard that question that i lift my head up

"mina-shii" i got a little surprise at her

she smiled then sat beside me at the steps of the stairs on the rooftop

"im fine" i laugh a little then lean my hands at the rails 

she look at me with those eyes that seem to certain herself that im saying the truth

well i notice that

"im saying im fine mina-ya" i put my hand at her head and tap it kinda like to assure her

"if you say so" she said while her smile look so genuine

she tilt her head a little then look at me

"what's your favorite color?"

that made me a little surprise

it's an out of nowhere question

i thought for a second while her face seem to wait for what im gonna answer

"This kind of color"i said then tilt my head upward to the sky

she followed and look up too

"the color of the sky when the sun is about to set" i sneered as i look at the sky..

Mina thought that i look calm and peaceful while my eyes are lingereing there

"it's beautiful" i commented that mina nodded while looking at me with her eyes that seem to agree 

Mina thought that i really am someone that can make her feel so warm just by simply being there just like Jena

The orange like fading color surrounds the whole place making it feel so warm and somehow i felt so warm too

 


 

"here" Nayeon place the envelope to dahyun

Dahyun look at the folder then to Nayeon while she's walking with her

"what's this?" she asked while Nayeon fix her bag while they are walking at the hallway

"it's the childhood pics" nayeon answered

Dahyun nod her head

"Shinhae that girl is not giving hers yet so get it"

"tcchhhh!!!!!!" Dahyun shook her head while waving the envelope out

"i wont communicate with that pest woman" Dahyun decline

Nayeon pat her shoulder

"same with me but im more older than you and as i say it youll be the one to do it"

Dahyun had her face in defeat

"you sly snake" she whispered but Nayeon heard it

"what ya say ha? piece of squirt" she pinch dahyun's cheeks that Dahyun try to shake herself away but Nayeon's hands are still stick out to her cheeks

they are both laughing so much when mina and I

"oh nayeon...Dahyun" it was me

both of the dorks stop but NAyeon clung her arm at  Dahyun's neck

"oh Jun...mina" Dahyun smile while holding the envelope

both mina and i just went down of the rooftop

"what's that?" i ask

"its our childhood pics" Dahyun answer

"oh right" i scratch my head

Dahyun's eyes became streak

"but that shinhae isnt givin hers yet" dahyun said with an irritation on her voice

i laugh while mina is beside me smiling while looking at me without me noticing it but Nayeon perfectly catches it while she lean her arm at Dahyun

Nayeon can sense it perfectly that mina is admiring me so much

 

"ill ask her then" that made the three of them look at me 

"are you sure?" Dahyun asked like its a shock but i just nodded cooly

"just her pic right? its not like ill ask her for a fight"

dahyun is about to say something when Nayeon block from doing so and get the folder from her and handed it to me

"say to her that she is a coward woman who cant digest facts" nayeon said that i nodded then raise my thumb up

that made us all laugh....

 

Ive built a bond with people on a new land...together i just hope for momo to have her dream before that i can help her with it but as i came here it came to something more..

it became my dream too...i became someone who have a goal for itself...i love momo but i didnt know that fate will do its wonders for me to ask something like 

 

"Do i really love you?"

 


 

(A/N : this can be confusing but it will be explain in the next chapters)

 

 

Shinhae just watch as Jun roll over the stairs

she seem to be she got scared of it but something seem to be stopping her and just let Jun fall on the stairs and roll over

 

Jun was haft concious when she stop on the floor..the envelope she's holding fly out making all the pics blow up away

and just like a confetti one by one it all drop down slowly...

her head felt a tremendous pain that she screamed while blood gush out at her head...

she's breathing heavily

"what is this?" she tried to say while her breath is chasing out like she's asking what's happening all of a sudden

 

the high ceiling of the building makes her dizzy and the pictures dropping down one by one felt like a rain that wash her thoughts away

slowly different thoughts enter her mind that she scream more as she cant take the pain

slowly she felt like her eyes wants to close so badly but then this one photograph made her eyes try to fight to stay it open as it drop down....

the child on the photo made her mind scrambled

suddenly she heard someone say Jena from out of nowhere...

it drop at her chest that she slowly took it and look at it only to see the name signed on it

 

"M-Mina" she lose her conciousness after that

 

TBC~~~~~~~~~~

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Tae-In
#1
Chapter 7: What the hell was that?! That seriously got in my nerve...


Auth... Update please....
Tae-In
#2
Chapter 1: Woah... It's good
j2j2c6y1
#3
Chapter 7: JUN FELL FROM THE STAIRS???? Shinhae is such a tsk tsk
Oohh now jun remembers mina again
^^
Ryuki92 #4
Chapter 6: yes please..
Kim_Hyung_Min
#5
Chapter 6: Yas please~ onegai author-san~
Anamisho
#6
Chapter 6: Ofc this fic is great
j2j2c6y1
#7
Chapter 6: YES!! Definitely^^
Black_xavire #8
Chapter 6: Yes you should author -nim
aegidubu
#9
Chapter 6: PLEASE CONTINUED IT
shyshyshy #10
Yes please