Jiyong's Update:

Dear Diary,

It was a torturous flight back to Seoul. I remembered the flight back to Seoul the previous time to meet Chaerin.. I was soooo happy... And now look what happened.. Me and my dumb ideas... She even requested to have a flight seat changed but couldn't because it was a full flight.. But throughout the hours of flight, she actually had her side of her seat separated all the way... Till the plane touches down. She walked out of the area first towards the arrival hall... and did not stop to look back for once... I wanted to catch up with her but I was stopped by some fans who recognized me for autographs... And there I was broken hearted as I saw her back fade away.. Am in my apartment in Seoul and I think she's back at her parents home... I really want to meet up with her.. but would she still want to meet me? She seems serious this time... I would never think that she played a joke on me.. Instead I played a cynical joke on myself... 

Am sitting in my music room... writing verses after verses before stopping to write an update in here...