Jiyong's Update:

Dear Diary,

The journey back to London from Amsterdam was bad.. Real bad. She did not speak to me from the morning she woke up from her sleep till now... Now we really are not even having any conversation.. At All! Zilch! And she is really not by my side.. After she packed her stuff into her luggage, she simply walked out of the apartment to I'm not sure where... She didn't inform me... And I felt too ashamed of myself to demand an answer from her. If only she knew... how heart broken I am myself when she does this to me... *sigh*

I didn't mean to conclude the trip like this... I really didn't... My feelings got the better of me... Damn it Kwon Jiyong! I felt guilty because her parents trusted me too... I felt like I had let them down when I made Chaerin sad... 

And even the song~~

Playing on the radio is playing with me...Sh*t Jiyong! Just plain Sh*t!

I really don't know how to set things right again from here...  Desperate for help.. I really don't want to lose her... :' ( Not in this manner... Nope...

Loser-ish

Ji

Chaerin's Update:

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