We were at the airport. Yes, he was walking away, slowly by slowy. I was so anxious, and was so afraid to lose him. I didn't want him to go like this. 

I quickly without hesitating, screamed his name even before he entered the gate. "Yokaru!" he turned around to me. I took a breath and whispered, making sure he doesn't hear, "I love you...." 

He walked toward me, and then again, I started blushing...

"Yes..?" he replied

I smiled, hiding this awful pain, "I just wanted to thank you" 

He smiled at me and waved good bye then walked away again.

For me, standing here, sighing, and about to tear up is giving me an extra hard time to think of what I am about to do next... 

As I head home getting inside the car with Jon, I didn't know what else to expect. I wasn't sure if I should just let it go or what?

This is going to be hard......... :(