I blinked.

I pinched myself.

To make sure that I wasn't dreaming or hallucinating.

He stood up. 

So this isn't a dream.

Hah!

Aniyaaaaaaaa! 

Eottokke?!

Why did I have to say those things?!

Why did he have to be here at this place and time?! 

"Noona..." 

He's standing right in front of me.

I want to throw up. Like I feel my insides turning upside down.

Without saying anything, I turned around and ran. 

I ran as  fast as I could, just to get away from him. 

Good thing, I saw a bus coming my way. 

I quickly hailed it and jumped in as fast as I could. 

I didn't even dare looked back when I sat down. 

My heart was beating crazy fast, I can't think properly. 

I just want to go home. ㅠㅠ 

*kring kring* 

Ahh kkapchagiya!! (What a shock!)

It's Jjangmae. I nervously picked up my phone and... 

"Yobbeose--" 

"Yah Sandara Park!! Eodiya?! Get back here at the hotel right now!! Don't make me call for a police!" 

I couldn't even hear what else  Jjangmae have said. 

The only thing that's running through my mind was having to face him, Jiyong,  again. 

Him looking at me while asking me THAT again. 

With my head above the cloud, I got back at the hotel. 

Jjangmae scolded me nonstop. 

I couldn't blame him. I was his responsibility, and if anything happens to me, he'll be in a lot of trouble. 

"Are you a child?! Doing whatever you want? Sneaking out without even telling me or anyone else?" 

I couldn't even utter a word. I was ashamed of myself.

Why do I always make people worry about me?

Why do I always make people crazy? 

Jjangmae sighed. Maybe he noticed that I was looking so down.

He patted my head and said,

"Araesseo. You take a rest. We'll start filming right away later after lunch, so please be in a good condition. Jebal."

With my head hurting, I dozed off. 

-- 

During lunch, I was worried I would bump into Jiyong.

I still haven't figured out what to say to him. Or even how to face him! 

But good thing, no. I haven't seen him. 

I heard from one of our stylists  that he's not coming down for lunch cause he wasn't hungry.

Liar. 

Maybe he was just not ready to see me too. 

Maybe he was just awkward with me, as I am with him. 

-- 

After having lunch, we were called out by the director and we headed to the van that will take us to our filming location.

I sat down beside Jjangmae.

After a while, I saw Jiyong coming towards the van. He went to sit to the passenger side beside the driver.

I quickly shut my eyes and pretended to be asleep. 

All the way to our location, I pretended to be sleeping but I don't know if it's just me being paranoid or what, but...

I always catch him staring at me. 

Geez. I have a bad feeling about this. 

-- 

We arrived at the filming location after about half an hour.

It was in a forest.

Whoa! The trees here are so big that it shades the whole place. Nice.

After the equipments were set, the makeups were done,  the director called us over the table to brief us.

"Since this is a mellow song, this location is perfect for that particular scene... Blah blah blahhh." 

I couldn't focus. 

Jiyong and I were sitting across from each other. 

Eottokke? :( 

"So in this scene, only you Dara-sshi will be present. Jiyong-sshi, you could rest for a while and we will be filming with you later at the next location." 

Whoa! I felt relieved and I could finally breathe. 

With that, Jiyong stood up and left. I didn't  even see where he went.

Joah joah! ^^ 

Things are finally going my way! Mua