I’m Sorry

 He asked me to come to the back of the auditorium

But I never did expected this from him,

Shocked written on my face,

As he confessed his love to me

Jeon Jungkook

My one, and only seatmate,

Standing in front of me

With tears in his eyes

As he told me every single things he wants to let out

“Sooyoung please”

He pleaded, and I do feel pitiful

I’m not the kind of person that likes to hurt feelings

But there’s nothing that I could do

As I can’t return anything to him

“I’m Sorry”

A simple word was actually enough for him to break down

On the ground, as he clutched his chest

I sat down beside him

And all I could do was hug him as a sign of comfort

~

Letter

A habit of reading past letters

In the small autograph book,

Is actually normal

Until I came across yours

Kim Taehyung

Your name on the first question of page

Obviously signed with a sign pen

I couldn’t help but smile

All these little facts about you

Facts I never knew

Yet you chose to reveal it here

Until I came across your message

Feeling nervous on what you wrote

About what you were trying to tell me

About your own personal message for me

And then… shock won’t left me

As I carefully read your message over and over again

“I know I’m playful and dumb

I maybe stubborn at times

But you’re smart

So you are my crush”

~

Truth

My thoughts were still flooded about the letter

Confusion taking over my mind

Question were left unanswered

Yet, one question was still legit

Is it true?

I just want everything to be clear

Everything to be easy for me to understand

So I wouldn’t be frustratingly think about confessing

Just one answer to give me courage, and assure me that he feels the same way

I called you

And you faced me with the same grin on your face

The one that will always make me feel fuzzy

I showed you the letter and asked if it was true

Your face became frantic then serious

And returned me the book

I asked you again of it was real

And one simple answer made my heart drop

For some reason break into piece

The answer that just made me more confused

“No”

~

Play

After I asked him

Everything was not in place anymore

Somehow it hurt me

I have no right to get angry, but why actually

Does he intend to play with me?

Is this all a joke?

Am I just nothing to him?

Am I some kind of toy?

I couldn’t help but break down

Letting the tears fall out

As your face keeps replaying in my head

With you, saying that stupid answer

The simple, yet cruel word you used on me

That simple that’s as sign of rejection

A simple word that actually made my heart broke

Why did you do this to me?

Why do you make me so confused?

Why did let my hopes up?

Why do you have to write that stupid letter?

Why did I choose you in the first place?

Kim Taehyung, what the hell are you?

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