Lost

Been in this school for 4 years, and yet, no own caught my eye

Seeing you enter through that door, as I watched lifelessly at the board

I’m confused

How could you break me out of my useless trance, yet I don’t even know you

You’re new, and I’m aware of that

But, I at least have to know

At least one thing, to make sure what I feel

What makes you so special?

I started to think that my mind was playing tricks on me

But as you said your name in front of all of us,

Once I heard your deep, yet soft voice

“Annyeonghaseyo, Kim Taehyung Imnida”

I was lost

Not believing my eyes, as I stare intently at you

Five seats away from mine, as you listen to the teacher

While I don’t even give a damn about it

Call me creepy all you want, I don’t even mind or care

All I could say in defense, is that I just can’t

My eyes are stuck on you, and I know it’s wrong

Yet why does it feel so right, that it gives me satisfaction

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Character

You wear glasses, I know

Yet it give you so much appeal

Your voice is deep, as expected for a boy

But being smooth and soft, makes it different

You intelligence actually amaze me

It makes me wonder if you could beat me

Just impress me more

For a boy, you’re very timid aren’t you?

You stay quiet, rather than talking with the others

You’d rather read that pocket book

Rather than playing with us

You cover your mouth with your handkerchief

As you stared down at your lap quietly

You’re shy,

I’m aware of that,

Since you could only nod or shake your head as an answer

Those are unusual characters…

Yet why does it attract me?

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Mates

I don’t actually know what’s best

Being group mates with you

Or actually sitting right next to you

Don’t blame if I choose both

Your eyes focused in sheet of paper in your hands

Analyzing everything

Determined to get a high grade as much as possible

Feeling a nudge on my side,

It made me annoyingly look at that person

Jeon Jungkook

“You’ll get caught you know”

Ignoring the comment, I continued what I was doing

Being assigned as leader was no joke

But he’s different

Too serious to be exact

“Sooyoung”

Heart thumping faster, as you called out my name

Sounding so good with your voice

I was lost once again

Completely forgetting the fact, that you did called me

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Smile

“Sooyoung!”

That sweet sensational voice of yours echoed through the hallways

I froze

Thought were clouding my mind

What the hell should I say?

Why is he calling me?

Does he need anything?

IDIOT! JUST TURN AROUND!

“Hey”

I faced with a definitely awkward smile

Walking towards me

My breathe hitched

You told me about the project

But I couldn’t even listen if I even try

I’m a distracted

You’re a freaking distraction

You ended your explanation,

Yet, with a breathtaking smile on your face

That manage to be etched on my mind, for almost forever

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Chance

I got the chance

And I won’t let it go

As long you’re here, I’ll be alright

And I believe that

I got the chance

Finally you talked,

Finally you recognized me,

Finally I could comfortably hang out with you

I took the chance

At one simple project

And that’s what all it took for me to be with you

Thank the heavens for that

A grin on your face

Enough to make me explode,

Enough to make me lose my composure,

Enough to make me loose it in front of you

I better get away,

Before everything’s too late

Before I make a fool out of myself

But I have this chance

And I won’t let go

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Autograph

Everyone’s here,

In this little book in my hand

Yet I saved a special spot for you

And just for you to sign it

It’s been half of the year

And at least confirm it

Confirm it that we’re actually that close

To friends

Yet I wanted more,

And yes I feel selfish

My heart pounded faster

As I gave you the small book

Asking if you want to

Chanting and praying in my head as hoping that you will sign it

A nod was enough for me to jump

Hoping that you didn’t see my overly gleeful face

You sat down and answered all of the question to past the time

And I’m here, beside you

As you stare at the small notebook while thinking deeply

I’m staring at you

Hoping that you wouldn’t notice what I was doing to you