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Call You When The Party's Over (JMJ)

Karina would give her all to protect the Crown Princess, Minjeong—even if it means giving up her heart.Or,Minjeong falls in love for the first time with Jimin.  

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Dysfunctional Relationship

By Leskig Updated
Tags  jessica   snsd   yulsic   yuri   anorexia   selfharm   mentaldisorder 
Characters Jessica & Yuri (Krystal, Yoona, Seohyun, Tiffany)
With 13 chapters, 13 votes, 116 subscribers, 5980 views, 27 comments, 21853 words

This is a story about a girl who tries her best to deal with life as it comes along. What do you do when everything is wrong and all you see is darkness ? All the things nobody knows...all the the secrets you carry on your own. You are alone. That is until you meet that one special person...if you ever do.  

Day – n.

By ZMFLTDNVKS_ Updated
Tags  angst   you   selfharm   originalcharacter   exo   kai   luhan 
Characters Kim Jongin, Daemi (OC), Luhan.
With 2 chapters, 4 comments, 3237 words
Status Completed

They said I am the bad person. I let them to think that way. I let you win. Thank you.

Breaking Boy Beyond Repair

By TaeminStar Updated
Tags  2min   abuse   jongkey   selfharm 
Characters Taemin Minho Jonghyun Key Onew Jongin Kai
With 3 chapters, 1 votes, 37 subscribers, 630 views, 4 comments, 2704 words
Status [M]

Because I Love Him

By TaeLovely Updated
Characters Zelo, Jongup, Rest of B.A.P
With 12 chapters, 19 votes, 133 subscribers, 9580 views, 68 comments, 12463 words
Status [M], Completed

It Was Just a Joke

By Asianluver247 Updated
Tags  angst   bullying   dara   seungri   suicide   selfharm   depression 
Characters Dara, Seungri, other idols
With 11 chapters, 10 votes, 69 subscribers, 3990 views, 30 comments, 6027 words

Bullying was (and is) something people don't take seriously. Seungri and Dara have been best friends since they could remember. Everything was going great until the bullying started. Dara's love wasn't enough to save Seungri from his living hell. He ended it himself. The scary thing? Words killed Seungri. Words

Decaying Beauty

By xoxkwonlover Updated
Tags  angst   bigbang   fluff   gdragon   sliceoflife   selfharm   originalcharacter 
Characters G-Dragon (Kwon Jiyong), Lee Kalin (OC)
With 39 chapters, 127 votes, 41670 views, 859 comments, 119916 words
Status [M], Completed, Subscribers Only

He Doesn't Want Your Help

By BestFriendBoyFriend Updated
Tags  angst   changjo   ljoe   pain   selfharm   changjoxljoe   injure 
Characters L.joe Changjo Teen Top
With 16 chapters, 9 votes, 92 subscribers, 4640 views, 39 comments, 25987 words

My breath is sharp and ragged, but I don't care. My vision is blurry and I can't concentrate, but I don't care. I'm feeling nauseous, like I could pass out any minute now, but I don't care.   "L.joe! Open up now! Listen to me! I can help you! Please don't do this to yourself! Open up! For me!" No.... "L.joe! L.JOE!" "No! I don't want your help...." My best friend is calling, trying to help me, trying to save me from what I'v

Don't you dare to do that ever again!

By Mimeyssi91 Updated
Tags  ryeowook   yesung   selfharm   yewook 
Characters Yesung, Ryeowook and some of the other Super Junior members
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 890 views, 3 comments, 5379 words
Status [M]

Why Am I Even Alive?

By Jignog Updated
Tags  abuse   angst   romance   selfharm   kris   hunhan   chenmin 
Characters Luhan, Sehun, EXO (as Cameo)
With 23 chapters, 230 votes, 1233 subscribers, 33160 views, 439 comments, 62885 words
Status [M], Completed

Death May Just Be A Beautiful Thing After All

By Okaimi Updated
Tags  angst   romance   selfharm   baekyeol   chanbaek 
Characters Byun Baekhyun, Park Chanyeol
With 1 chapters, 3 votes, 550 views, 2 comments, 1253 words

"The more I do this, the more relieve I get."

Monster in the Mirror

By kyuhyun_kangaroo Updated
Tags  angst   kyuhyun   selfharm   depression 
With 1 chapters, 8 votes, 58 subscribers, 1000 views, 9 comments, 1334 words

There's a monster in the mirror, Every time I look it's there, There's a monster in the mirror, All it does is stare, There is a monster in the mirror, No, I'm not going insane,  There's a monst

Suicide Silence

By squishysoo_x Updated
Tags  suicide   ukiss   selfharm   vinseop   slightangst   brokendongseop 
Characters Woo Kevin, Lee Kiseop, Shin Dongho
With 2 chapters, 250 views, 2 comments, 610 words
Status [M], Completed

I've Done Something Terrible

By KeitoNakamura Updated
Tags  bigbang   gdragon   gtop   oneshot   top      selfharm 
Characters Kwon Jiyong (G-Dragon), Choi Seunghyun (T.O.P)
With 2 chapters, 11 votes, 57 subscribers, 6310 views, 12 comments, 5039 words
Status [M], Completed

Black Beauty

By SebiChan Updated
Characters Baekhyun, Kai
With 2 chapters, 3 votes, 3 comments, 3538 words
Status [M]

I'm only his brother

By Vanill4candy Updated
Tags  abuse   angst   suicide   anorexia   selfharm   hunhan   hunhanincest 
Characters Sehun, Luhan and other Exo members
With 15 chapters, 87 votes, 657 subscribers, 25440 views, 263 comments, 15056 words
Status [M], Completed

Snapped Strings and Scrawled Walls

By lil_jolie Updated
Tags  angst   dark   selfharm   xiumin   schizophrenia 
Characters Xiumin
With 1 chapters, 7 votes, 550 views, 4 comments, 2663 words
Status [M], Completed

Darling, you'll be okay.

By Metis1 Updated
Tags  bigbang   daesung   fluff   gdragon   gdae   selfharm   yoai 
Characters gdragon, daesung, top, seungri, taeyang,
With 12 chapters, 5 votes, 50 subscribers, 4160 views, 18 comments, 5776 words
Status [M], Completed

Rough Play

By Thedinoandthediva Updated
Tags  angst   joonmir   mblaq   selfharm   suicideattempt 
With 1 chapters, 20 subscribers, 570 views, 7 comments, 2408 words
Status [M]

Tears of Blood

By fhorsey Updated
Tags  jaeseop   ukiss   selfharm   triggerwarning 
Characters AJ, OC, U-Kiss
With 2 chapters, 2708 words

Though Jaeseop is pushed to succeed, his secret getaway is the time he spends with her.  Sumin has her demons, but she feel whole again whenever she is with him.  In her world, he is the only thing that keeps her sane.  In his world, she is the reason he is able to endure. Jaeseop and Sumin are in their final year of high school. Kim Jaeseop's parents, teachers, and peers all expect him to get into the top universities in Seoul, which requires that he push his already clever mind t

One That Matters

By sonwolforlife Updated
Tags  suicide   yesung   selfharm   depression   superjuinor 
Characters Yesung Super Junior
With 11 chapters, 6 votes, 203 subscribers, 11970 views, 134 comments, 8457 words
Status [M]

Listen to the Rain

By Linkfan1989 Updated
Tags  dark   leejoon   suicide   selfharm   depression 
Characters Nikki, Lee Joon, other
With 11 chapters, 4 votes, 49 subscribers, 1370 views, 23 comments, 31833 words
Status [M], Completed

Pretend

By kiyomaknae Updated
Tags  angst   oneshot   romance   selfharm   exo   characterdeath   hunhan 
With 1 chapters, 7 votes, 35 subscribers, 1990 views, 12 comments, 4255 words
Status Completed

Let's play a game of pretend - pretend we never loved each other.

One Man Drinking Games

By jongup-mooned-me Updated
Tags  angst   selfharm   bap   daejae   himjae   himdae 
Characters Himchan, Youngjae, Daehyun
With 480 words

     "Time..." Youngjae sighed, offering up a half smile to his new found friend, Himchan. "Time makes you move on. It has a way of letting you have your space to just wallow in your self-pity when you need to, but also kicking you in the when you need to get your together."       Himchan couldn't help but smile, albeit sadly, at the way the younger worded the analogy. Time may make you move on, but for Himchan; time couldn't come fast enough. Alcohol was much faster than

Dead or Alive

By mitsurinaxHIKARU Updated
Tags  angst   gdragon   kwonjiyong   romance   selfharm   bestfriend 
With 2 chapters, 3 votes, 200 subscribers, 2110 views, 10 comments, 5111 words
Status [M], Subscribers Only

I'm Ok

By Hellena Updated
Tags  angst   changkyu   kyuhyun   kyuwook   ryeowook   selfharm   cutting 
Characters Kyuhyun, Ryeowook, Changmin, Yunho, others
With 1 chapters, 8 comments, 3877 words
Status Completed

"It's better to have the scars that never heal just for a moment not to feel"   Kyuhyun lost Ahra in an accident, his only family member. He was alone. And he shut himself off from his friends.

The Final Cut

By zamaair Updated
Tags  oneshot   suicide   taemin   selfharm   depression 
Characters Taemin
With 1 chapters, 7 votes, 16 subscribers, 4 comments, 894 words
Status Completed

Taemin's life is filled with demons of all kinds. He can't escape his past, which loomed over his head. He has the chance to end it all, but will he have the courage? Inspired by myungheeriley  

Crimson Tears

By saviorsunggyu Updated
Tags  infinite   myungsoo   suicide   sunggyu   sungyeol   selfharm 
Characters Lee Sungyeol, Kim Myungsoo, Kim Sunggyu, some parts may include other infinite members
With 1 chapters, 17 subscribers, 810 views, 11 comments, 748 words

This is my first ever fanfic so please be kind. If you're not happy with my story or the writing style please give me support and tell me how to improve because i really appriciate it alot - thankyou so much

Deadly Secrets

By KpopLuver29 Updated
Tags  2min   angst   elvin   jongkey   selfharm   exo   jungkook 
Characters Taemin, Minho, 2min, Key, Jonghyun, Jongkey, Onew, EXO (didn't see this, did you?), Jungkook
With 25 chapters, 23 votes, 174 subscribers, 8950 views, 152 comments, 154175 words
Status [M], Completed

The Animal I Have Become

By DeadRose Updated
Tags  2min   angst   jongkey   onew   selfharm   experiments   animalcrossing 
With 4 votes, 77 subscribers, 1070 views, 6 comments, 2167 words
Status [M]

What Is Love?

By The_Kyungjuring Updated
Tags  abuse   angst   selfharm   exo   kyungsoo   kaisoo   krissoo 
Characters Kyungsoo, Kai, Kris (maybe more exo members)
With 5 chapters, 16 votes, 162 subscribers, 3200 views, 36 comments, 12530 words

Kyungsoo is a misfit. Kyungsoo is worthless. Kyungsoo is ready to give up.  Kyungsoo is dying.                      What Is Love?               Kyungsoo loved singing. But ever since the incident happened, its like as if his voice had left him. Do Kyungsoo has been suffering from severe depression du

Beautiful . . .

By Myung_Joon Updated
Tags  sohee   selfharm   kai   love 
Characters Kai, So-Hee
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 780 views, 4 comments, 959 words
Status Completed

This one-shot deals with the issue of self-harm, so if you’re not comfortable with it these kind of stories I don’t suggest reading this. I hope those who have problems with depression are able to stop themselves from harming themselves. It’s a serious issue and I hope that all those who are feeling depression are able to overcome their sadness.

Passive Aggressive Love Songs

By otp2minXD Updated
With 1 chapters, 5 votes, 51 subscribers, 11 comments, 1555 words
Status [M]

Secrets

By otp2minXD Updated
Characters Jonghyun, Key, Minho, Taemin, Onew
With 2 chapters, 2 votes, 36 subscribers, 9 comments, 896 words
Status [M]

Scared of the Dark

By otp2minXD Updated
Characters Taemin, Minho
With 9 chapters, 6 votes, 120 subscribers, 2330 views, 56 comments, 9248 words
Status [M]

Tainted Heart

By Mintbluerose Updated
Tags  2min   jongyu   shinee   evil   selfharm   selfhate 
With 1 chapters, 1 comments, 251 words
Status [M]

Title: Red Flowers - Short Version

By Emoric Updated
With 2 chapters, 2 votes, 17 subscribers, 2990 views, 7 comments, 1001 words
Status Completed

He's losing himself. Slowly, but surely. He will completely lose himself.  

Prince Charming

By hellokitty678 Updated
Tags  angst   romance   suicide   selfharm   sehun 
Characters Lauren, Sehun
With 3 chapters, 11 subscribers, 710 views, 3 comments, 2054 words

I feel alone...I have no one to love me, hold me, hug me, kiss me, comfort me, protect me. I walk the empty hallways of my school after everyone leaves so I can trudge through the hallways and break down into tears. I try to kill myself but something is always stopping me, my mind is controlling my body and everything I do. I go too my classes and sit in the very back staring out the window, wishing for something

Love as Crimson Red {BangZelo oneshot}

By JullianSuzuki09 Updated
Tags  kpop   yongguk   selfharm   zelo   bangzelo   bap 
Characters Yongguk, Zelo
With 1 chapters, 2 votes, 7 subscribers, 1330 views, 4 comments, 1290 words
Status Completed

Zelo likes the feeling of hurting himself, he likes to use a blade to cut against him bair skin and see the crimson red dropplets fall down his wrists. He doesnt want Yongguk to know, because he doesnt want him to thin oddly of him. 

Falling Down

By magicalnight Updated
Tags  angst   bigbang   daesung   selfharm   exo 
Characters BIGBANG, EXO
With 4 chapters, 1 votes, 4 comments, 1190 words

Daesung loves Seunghyun, and after many months of keeping his feelings to himself, he finally confesses.  But Seunghyun isn't gay. He's straight. And after that day, he starts to avoid Daesung, and he literally tells the whole school about Daesung being gay. Gossiping can lead to severe consequences.    

Gods kneel before our crime

By risible Updated
Tags  youngmin   kwangmin   anorexia   youngkwang   selfharm   boyfriend   jotwin 
Characters boyfriend youngmin kwangmin jo twins
With 7 chapters, 13 votes, 213 subscribers, 9300 views, 53 comments, 7380 words

Youngmin struggles with almost everything in his live. Although he loves his twin brother – really loves him, the way people would point at him with disgusted looks on their faces and call him names if they’d know – he feels haunted by his younger brother. When he said he wanted to become a singer, his brother suddenly would want to become one too. When he became a trainee, his brother became one too. When he had to color his hair, Kwangmin wanted to have the same hair color.

I'm sorry-Sequel!~

By XxMatoxX Updated
Tags  angst   selfharm   bap   banghim   daejae   jonglo 
Characters Moon JongUp, Choi JunHong, Bang Yongguk, Kim Himchan, Jung DaeHyun, Yoo YoungJae
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 2 comments, 1626 words

  Darkness filled my mind.  ~*~ Please don't leave me...

Unmentionable Feeling

By Todaeeveryday Updated
Tags  selfharm   bts   jikook 
Characters Rap monster-Jimin-Jong Kook-Suga-V-J-Hope-Jin
With 2 chapters, 7 votes, 39 subscribers, 5920 views, 9 comments, 1053 words
Status [M]

Everlasting Memories

By xxBlackBaccaratxx Updated
Tags  jrock   visualkei   selfharm   depression   subaru   royz   kuina 
Characters Kuina, Subaru
With 1 chapters, 3 votes, 4 comments, 1002 words
Status Completed

Subaru/Kuina One-shot Trigger warnings for self-harm and suicidal thoughts.  

Backbrace

By sonwolforlife Updated
Tags  angst   jonghyun   jongyu   onew   shinee   selfharm   depression 
Characters Onew, Jonghyun, the rest of SHINee and other characters in future
With 6 chapters, 12 votes, 141 subscribers, 6570 views, 49 comments, 3415 words
Status [M]

Lost Boy Found Soul

By ramen-_-baekon Updated
Tags  angst   selfharm   depression   exo   baekyeol   triggering 
Characters Baekhyun--main character, Rest of EXO ((with the OT12))
With 2 chapters, 4 votes, 670 views, 3 comments, 2690 words

Baekhyun and Chanyeol; Sehun and Luhan; Kyungsoo and Kai; Xiumin and Chen; Suho and Lay;

I Need To Stop, but I Can't (Sequel)

By Exotic_Baby13 Updated
Tags     selfharm   exo   baekhyun   chanyeol   baekyeol 
Characters Baekhyun Chanyeol and Exo
With 35 chapters, 25 votes, 338 subscribers, 13560 views, 270 comments, 27285 words
Status [M], Completed

Those Without Courage

By Solar_Sock Updated
Tags  angst   romance   selfharm   exo   exok   comfort   suho 
Characters Kurai(Oc),Suho,EXO K
With 9 chapters, 3 votes, 26 subscribers, 1810 views, 7 comments, 23300 words

                                                    Hi everyone :D thats right i'm writing a new fic on EXO K, Suho in particular ^^. Anyways i'm going to

Why Am I Alive?

By Kyla162 Updated
Tags  romance      selfharm   exo   luhan   sehun   hunhan 
Characters Luhan, Sehun, and other Exo members
With 22 chapters, 78 votes, 448 subscribers, 229 comments, 35881 words
Status [M], Completed

Guilt, Filth, and Lies

By kyu-nim Updated
Tags  angst   dark   kyuhyun   leeteuk   selfharm   depression 
Characters Kyuhyun Leeteuk
With 4 chapters, 2 votes, 5 comments, 5523 words
Status [M]

I've Had Enough.

By shootmetothesky Updated
Tags  oneshot   selfharm   love   luhan   sehun   jongin 
With 1 chapters, 4 votes, 630 views, 5 comments, 1405 words
Status Completed

Kai was a normal boy.                       At least before Sehun came.