"It feels like the long night will last forever Every time I'm scared You cross the dawn with me To the other side of the moon"

Mark had always believed that hospitals weren't a place for happiness, yet he couldn't help the fluttering in his chest and the smile on his lips whenever the golden, twinkly-eyed boy was around.

The way he touched my hand in the stage, the way he smiled at me in front of cameras, the way he would laugh at me whenever I joked around in a live video.   All of it isn't real. because it's always him, and it's always been him to Mark.