For the first time in years, Jonghyun finally has a day off. Instead of spending it out, he wants some quality time with himself to ponder over his feelings and look back on his memories. He comes to the conclusion that he just wants to rest today.     [A/N]: A humble tribute to Jonghyun.

The space Jonghyun had left was bleeding.

{ SHINee/Red Velvet - Angst - Yeri centric } Yeri lost her first and only love. She's wrecked at Jonghyun's funeral. Irene, Seulgi, Wendy and Joy comfort her. 

Jinki held onto his ring, the one that he gave Jonghyun when he asked Jonghyun to be his, so tightly, when he told Jonghyun that he could no longer take this anymore. Jinki loved Jonghyun with all his heart, but he could not get Jonghyun to understand that certain things were just way too straining on their relationship. He sighed as he tried to look at Jonghyun with his eyes filled with tears, and barely spoke, “I’m sorry Jonghyun, let’s end this here, I know it is very abrupt, but, I think

This is just a farewell to one of my favorite idols. Kim Jonghyun 

A star falls, leaving a broken constellation behind.

Story Line :: Park Min Hee was born in a hard situation of her family. Her father raised her by himself, she was told that her mother passed away when she was 3. She was left with her grandma, because her father had to work. Min Hee grew as

You've worked hard, Jong Hyun. You did well, Jong Hyun.   Here's a short journal of how I've went through the past four days From the day I heard the news about you to this date.   I am only writing the description here, but I've already felt the pain and am currently tearing up. But, I'm gonna pull myself through so that I do not lose these memories.   Excuse my grammatical error if you found any.

Kim Jonghyun was a beloved singer, songwriter, artist, and KPop entertainer. Sadly, the weight of the world was too much for him to bear and he departed at the tender age of 27.   Esther Gray is your typical, average, American, young woman. She definitely has some quirks to her personality, but given the trials she has been through in life, she could care less what others may think of her. Despite living in America, she has been a fan of KPop music and Korean culture for five years. S

I dedicated this piece for all the shawols, the shinee members, the family and to all that were affected by Jonghyun's sudden passed away. If you known someone who still grief over Jonghyun's passed away and they're not showing any sign to accept the bitter truth, please tell them, they still have much more reason to live than to end it. One of it is the other 4 members are still here guys. I am sure they felt worse than any of us. So fans, wake up from your sadness and show the membe

There is more light than he has ever seen before. He wonders how he could have missed it.

Thank for helping all of us not commit suicide with your music, so sad how we couldnt return that.   Kim Jonghyun

  His world was dark and she knew it. He was broken in the inside and she knew it.   She loved their playful fights and his childish ways and playful charms. She loved how easy he was to love. She loved him.   He was truly, gone too soon.

I hope you find your happiness there Jjong Oppa

Grief is a powerful drug

The SHINee plane crash on a mysterious island. The boys escape, but they find themselves on different places. The island is full of American and Russian soldiers, and also native half-Japanese cannibals. The small 'continent' is cursed, no one can escape, or leave. How can the five different man live on five different places? Will they die, or get deal with the situation and start a new life? Will they find each other? I'm sorry, but because of the tragedy

What is someone was there to save him? What if someone was there to stop Jonghyun that day? Will he still be alive? Will the person stopping him succeed?

Just a few hours ago, I recently heard about the death of Jonghyun from Shinee and the reason why I'm just discovering this now is that I haven't been keeping update with Kpop Idols for awhile. Also, in recent times, I haven't been the biggest SHINee fan, due to focusing on other Kpop groups. Well, a few hours ago when I was researching a Korean name for a OC character I'm creating for a My Hero Academia fanfic, I typed in Jonghyun to find the meaning of his name and I was thinking a

  The confession hangs in the air and Jonghyun almost immediately regrets the words that slipped out of his mouth. Jinki is staring at him, clearly confused, not sure if he's supposed to laugh or ask Jonghyun what in the world he means. The serious expression on Jonghyun's face hints that this isn't a joke but Jinki still decides to laugh, albeit uncertainly, and says "I love you too?". He clearly doesn't get it, or maybe doesn't want to, maybe he's just hanging onto the last chance t

Breathe in deeply Until both sides of your chest Get numb Exhale more Until they start to hurt a little Until you feel like There’s nothing left inside of you It’s okay if your breath gets short No one is blaming you You can make mistakes from time to time Everyone else does too If I tell you “it’s alright” I know that they’re only words When someone sighs How can I u

{SHINee/SNSD - Angst - Taeyeon/Jonghyun } A concert by SM artists. A memory. Taeyeon looks at Jonghyun. Like a guardian angel. The lights on the stage are too bright: what there's on the other side of the lights?  

I Know that we shawols and most if not all of the kpop fans and even our idols is suffering. Rest In Peace Jonghyun Oppa You Did Well and We Love You Very Much. As other Shawols said that we do not lose member instead we gain Angel. So as of now SHINee is still the shining group with 4 Handsome and Shining Men and 1 Handsome and Shining Angel.

This rose I give to you.

You start at a new school. There is a gang of flower boys and for some reason, they have an interest in you, you! Whether they like you or not, they are very curious...

Out of respect to the tragedy of losing Jonghyun, and out of respect for his family and members, I will be deleting all stories and closing my account. Thank you all for the support, and reading my writing. I don't know how to even being to process this but I feel like I failed him somehow. I know that's not what he would want me to feel, but grief is a fickle thing and you go through in stages.  I haven't felt a loss this strong since I lost dad, and I couldn't do anything th

...He picks her up bridal style and they kiss passionately, sealing their love and confirming their new lives together, forever. And they live happily ever-                                                                                                                        UM, NO. Kim Song Hee is a normal 16- year- old. She goes to school. She has two parents. Only thing is, she's being FORCED to marry the school's kingka, that she wouldn't even come close to liking, let

To  : An angel, Kim Jonghyun I'm sorry. I love you. Kim Jonghyu

Kibum and Taemin have both gone to a rehabilitation center for their substance abuse issues. Kibum has gone to seek help, but only falls harder as Taemin reminds him of the deceased Jonghyun. Taemin doesn't want help, but finds comfort in Kibum's companionship anyways. The two together try to find a way to bring Jonghyun back through a compound that was once used to revive dead flowers. (This is the sequel to my previous SHINee fic "In Time You'll Love", so if you'd like to read that

In which I use writing as a coping method to react to Jonghyun's death. I haven't cried once since I heard the news, but all this sadness is building up in me. Writing is the only way I can express my feelings towards Jonghyun. This is nothing more than a Shawol expressing her feeling towards her beloved Jjong who have helped her coped depression and a thank you letter to Jjong as well. 

     He has never been one to talk much. Because of two socially hindering road blocks, Kibum's not what you would call a social butterfly. No matter how much he wished to change, Kibum just couldn't seem to escape the claws of his paranoid and schizoid personality disorders. Here at Lee Academy (made that up, idk Korean schools) Kibum suspects that things will be similar to how they always are-- him always being alone why everyone else assumed he was a crazy -- but a certian group

Go on

Jonghyun wakes up.

To My Love.  To My Heart and Soul.  I miss you so much.  I love you so much. 

in which it's sad.

You dissapeared 2 days before my birthday. You went away. You looked for a better place. My heart hurt. My heart felt numb. A day before my birthday, I had no idea how to look up to my birthday. Looking at you, in your coffin, and only memories of you in my head. You were out there making people happy. But you forgot about yourself. Your happiness. Even after hours, I still felt numb Grieving over you. You are a bette

A poem for Kim Jonghyun and all those effected by his passing, rest in peace angel.

Everyone is welcome to share thoughts, personal messages to him, to come together as we grieve, to remember the best in the highlight of ShinHEE.  

Our angel has finally gone back up to heaven

Min Ae is a super fan of SHINee. And a lover of Choi Minho, but a hater of Jonghyun. He hates Jonghyun very much. Suddenly, they accidentally kissed at the park. Min Ae thought that it's Minho but rather it's Jonghyun. Suddenly, Jonghyun falls in love with Min Ae. Will Min Ae

Last farewell to my forever bias.

can an angel fall in love with the patient he was supposed to take care of?(first time using this site...used to winglin XD)

A message to Jonghyun from SHINEE, who has passed away on the 18th of December, 2017.

A SHINee Jonghyun tribute. May he rest in peace. May his death rid him of the pain, and may he gain his freedom.

Jonghyun always made Soojung laugh.

People deal with grief in different ways.  I didn't know Jonghyun personally, only through his music.  But it's still quite sad when a person so young feels so hopeless. I feel for his family.  Especially his sister. This is how I imagine she is coping. Please enjoy...and I hope you're ok too

Pairings Xiuhan Krisoo Sulay Sekai Baekyeol TaoChen

Let's just say your whole world is falling apart, but then 5 handsome guys magically appear in your life and change everything~