I've always wanted to go in depth about my updates about my life in a blog, but I could never, just short stuff about it--really short. So, I always admire when some users are so open about their lives. I'm not really insecure about mine but maybe i'm not the type of person. But I post a lot of blogposts and I talk a lot but I decide what to talk about. And most, if not all, are just all non-sense, light blogpost--not trying to be relevant or something, just wanna fool around.

But okie, let's tryna be rEleVant, as funny/foolish as it sounds to me, for once (or twice). I hate feeling entitled. And this what i'm doing feels like--entitlement. Pls don't come at me. Irony about me is that I enjoy an argument, but I hate conflict. *ehem* Good argument. And everyone is so smart now, why do I gotta jump in and prove something? But I guess I have exposed my intellectual side to AFF, which I'm trying my best to hide. LOL JK, I'm talking foolish. But okay, sure. (Dear friends who knows me, y'all know I'm just hyper rite, and im in my daily dose of my invisible 420s). But yeah, true story, I like to look dumb, I think I'd be more intimidating than I already am if I don't play dumb.

I have a lot of draft posts here that never got to see the public's eyes bc it was only supposed to be cathartic (and it served me well), and this was supposed to be one of them. But I saw some authors struggling, mainly about the silent readers situation. And as surprising as it may be, few encouraged me to post something about this--and what do you know, I alrdy have a drafted blog about it. So I guess some part of me, maybe the little advocate in me, told myself to do something good with your wit. And what better time to post this when a lot of us have more time in our hands. So I hope this would be worth your time.

This is only what I think. ofc i cant cover all perspectives--i'm only one person. Take it as a grain of salf. 

I wanted to add that ^ before the main post of the blog, but I decided not to...bc bad for the pitch haha. I'm actually in a really good mood rn so I feel weird posting this. But whatever. Hey if youre interested, I actually have a blogger account here. Maybe if someone wants to read some of my cathartic posts, maybe i'll post it there. Add exxentric 

But beware of an insensitive JaeKnight on exxentric...I was young------er

But my personal verdict, after I wrote this supposedly a draft post, I found my 'inner peace'--it's a work in progress but Im still slowly getting my feet back together from getting hung up by numbers. But I would still love to spread my stories ofc <3 I'm greedy ok. So yeah- Also why, I wasn't really planning to post this but I did now bc maybe....irdk if it helps to anyone. I just hope it does.