He’s probably busy on Monday
Tuesday seems too soon, don’t you think?
Wednesday feels kind of awkward
I don’t like Thursday for some reason

This Friday
How is this Friday?

-IU, Friday.

Hello everybody! Hey it's 10:49 a.m  in Malaysia and here I am, watching gore Japanese movies that I like, Gantz. I haven't read the manga yet but the movie is really good! Well, at least to me though. I actually watched it for Kanata Hongo and Kenichi Matsuyama (I love both of them kya) but at last, I fell in love with the movie. It's really isn't a disappointment, you guys should really check it out! ^_^

Kanata in green jacket and Kenichi at the very left side. Plus Nino for you Arashians ;)

I just find out that Kenichi have 2 kids now. He is married to Koyuki, a popular actress in Japan too.. Aw honestly, I feel happy for both of them, even as a new fan (I started to like him back in 2011) it's a relieved to know a talented guy like him have gained happiness through marriage and kids. I would love to see his babies pics but it seems like this guy doesn't like to reveal much of his private life. I don't even find any single evidence, so, hmm, it seems like he is good in being secretive, eh? Haha.

Anyway, back to our topic today. Single? Me? Yes. I am single. Always am. I haven't find my other half yet. No, not yet. And I'm happy. And I enjoyed my life. Yes.

Yesterday, my bestfriend told me that she is quite lonely these days. I asked her why? I mean, we whatsapped everyday so I'm guesing we aren't that lonely, right? And she confessed, for some reason, she wants a guy to talk to her. To whatsapp her every single night, talking about life and future, flirting each other, sending sweet voice messages, go out for a date for two. In other words, she wants a guy. 

Well, it's fun when think about it. Having a guy/girl that cares and praises us all the time is fun, no kiddin'. People would ship you. Friends would ask you to hold each others' hands, making both of you blush tomato red. When think about it back, it is really fun. 

But I guess, until I understand the meaning of love and until I've fulfilled my dream, I can't be into one. Not that no one have never flirted me before. One even called me "Sayang" in whatsapp (sayang means darling in Malay), but it just... I feel that I'm really immature for such a thing. I'm turning legal in a month, but for these things, I would say, I want it to come slowly. Being in a relationship is a big deal.

First of all, in my opinion, I will have less time to watch my favourite shows since I'll be busy whatsapping him on the phone with him. Secondly, I'll have to do lovey-dovey scenes which I have no liking into. I also have to control my social life since he'll get jealous over it (get in mind that most of my bestfriends are guys, but I enjoy befriending them) and also, I'm a person who gets bored over one thing. People always tell me that I cannot tolerate with peple's emotions, so yeah, I can push them away easily. And that's not love. 

I enjoy my single life now. I can go shopping freely, I can make up the way I want it, I can fangirl everywhere, even at the night market where people would look at you weirdly, and also, I can talk about any cute guys that I found whenever I can. I can also eat without thinking of dieting, and plus, I can do whatever I think of. I'm really happy, and I wish, this feelings would stay.

Enough for now, gonna watch few more movies!

Love,

Sara