Nowadays i'm loosing the heart to continue writing my stories.

no not that i'm going to stop writing them. (don't worry, to those who read my stories. even though i posted it until chapter 11, i've already written it till chapter 26, just that i'm posting it up slowly. in case something like this happens).

so much work to complete. i feel like sometimes if i had chosen a different course in college i might actually not mind the workload because i enjoy it, but now, i'm literally forcing myself to like it so that i can continue studying. don't get my wrong, i can study, it's just that i feel like i'm not being fair to myself because i can do so much better if i'd chosen to do something like music or dancing. i even contemplated to send in an audition tape for JYP Ent. together with my best friend since they have online auditions all year round. (just for the fun of it.)

Feeling so out of it now. aish.. hate it because i can't pursue what i really love and hate it because it's affecting my story writing....

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